Friday, July 29, 2005
3:20 PM;
rites.now is totally my freakin fault.its so obvious ritee?what else can i ever expect?they claim that yeah they come and talk to me.yeah yeah.you guys did.i did too kays.want the prove?i saved each and every conversation.i did start some conversation out there.no one msg me or call me or wat rites?no one did any conversation to like update and stuffs.no one called and say hey how are you.how are you doing.all i get was like hey zie got outing this week u comin?when is your exams?no one updates.so yeah my fault.i didn't really take the initiave to talk riteee?and who did anywaysyeah yeah.i didn't do that too.but hey at least i don't talk about it.i don conclude that u forget abt me?i was busy with my own stuffs and yeah.i did try to like make it a habit to msg u guys once every week, but yeah forgetful mind of mine.yeah whatever.bet what i say now doesn't makes any sense anyways.i'm at fault la kays.no need to get so...whatever over it.and what effort did u guys really took.all u guys see is your own effort.who took the effort to see how i tried?and yeah i never realise.i never realise that u guys did some effort.i never what riteee?how did u even know i didn't?assumin again i guess?stop assuming.u missed me more huh?then?where's the phone calls..where's the msges the conversation and stuffs.yeah my fault.probably at this point u all will ask the same thing.you didn't do it too then why shld we.yeah.i didn't but u noe i don really CONCLUDE or ASSUME that u guys forget me.i didn't even have such thots.i thot probably u guys are really busy and stuffs.yeah my fault to considerate all this.i don't bother come and talk to u guys.maybe u guys just forget some points out there.i did talk to u guys.mayb not as much as u all did.but i did somethin.at least i know i did.understandin how u all feel?my feelings?ever thot of it?i really wish i didn't visit pig's -sowwie-sin ee's blog that day.or i would never find out?find out for what rite?gettin hurt?when you know NUTS.you guys never approach me and talk about it.and u guys actually talkin about this without me knowin.then how in the world u expect stuffs to change yeah?i never knew this was really happenin.i didn't know u guys felt apart..felt it was just fadin.i really didn't.if u guys could have approach and talked about it.well, we could talk stuffs out.but too late i guess.nothing will turn it right.cause i'm always at fault anyways.i didn't take any initiave to start the talk.i didn't understand how u guys really feel.i didn't miss u guys.u guys took the effort to come to me?c'mon.when i really think of it.i count the times u guys actually msg me on msn to talk.and we talk about nothin.no one updates.normally when u guys are online and not busy (i guess since there is no busy sign) u guys seldom come and talk to me unless there's somethin u need to ask like about this week's outing or stuffs.and yeaah how can u guys remember that i actually did come and talk to u?cause all u think is that we came to her but she never.yeah yeahs.it has always been me ritees?just end the quarrel here la kays.i don wanna quarrel anymore.tired of it.just let it be kays.u guys can say whatever u all wanna say kays.i don't have anything against it.i'm at fault yeah.
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra