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Thursday, March 30, 2006
10:13 PM;
latest addiction
song : gone
artist : kelly clarkson

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What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world

There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door

That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken

That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster

I am breaking
That habit
Today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world

There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door

That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get


You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world

There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door

That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone

I'm gone

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yay.
done. finally
bored at home.

no one.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006
11:53 PM;
BREATHE

haf you hurt me enough?

kill me or whatever
you want to do.
take the pain
away from me

no one.

4:42 PM;
yeah
i ain't perfect
and so are you

felt so pissed.
felt so empty.
felt so dead.
felt so lonely.

times like this.
there's nothing
i can depend on.
not even you.

and once again,
i'm all alone,
finding myself
in this world
full of strangers.

why sometimes
we feel that even
our own people are
strangers

no one.

Monday, March 27, 2006
12:41 PM;

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn

---------------------------------------------------

the click five
baby just say goodnight
nice song it is

argh
all the crappy feeling
please go away


no one.

Sunday, March 26, 2006
9:01 PM;
i'm feeling








BADDDDDDDD

no one.

12:23 AM;
okay okay.
today had bbq
with the hang gang
to celebrate
JIN DE'S birthday.
oh my.
he's getting older.
he's 18.
well, erm, soon.
in like 3 days (now's after 12)
yupp yupp.

he can like start
breaking the rules
at this age :))

but after all,
i'm glad to meet
the hang gang - again.
felt like it's been
a long time since
we hanged out.
attendance was the
normal people excluding:
1) ravi
2) elfie
3) justin
4) yi long
5) ben

and the rest
came even though
some reached late
but they still
made it there :))
happy happy.

cut the cakes.
bbq the food.
playing pool.
tessa came :))))
guys swimming
in the pool.
the girls bitching
at the side :))
tessa went home.
and we girls,
jumped in till
about 10 pm :))
played monkey
in the pool too.

just had fun
and the cake
was delicious
but i only had
one chicken wing
:(((((((((
but i did have
lots and lots and lots
of hotdogs :))))))

but, at the end
of the day,
don't know why
something just
have to spoil
my mood.

argh.
all the so
not-suppose-to-be-there
feeling was in
my head.
and i was feeling
so uneasy the
whole night.
crappy feeling.
but yeah,
whatever

and when i
reached home.
argh.
i wish i could
kill my sis for
once.
she's so argh.
like one small
kid, who went
(ok mistake)
who go around
complaining about me.
she's like one
B****
argh.

mood spoilt at
the end of the day
crap!!!!!
argh!!!!!
so now, i'm feeling
so not good
and i don't want
to post up
the pictures.

argh.

no one.

Friday, March 24, 2006
7:43 PM;
tell me,
am i the cause
of your agony


just feel like writing
it down, you know
all those complicated
feelings and thoughts.

anyways, today
the 2 girls came
over my house
to marinate the
chickens for tomorrow.

but we end up watching
school of rock instead
:))
my all times fav*

after movie, we
finally start
marinating the
chickens.
had cup noodles
before they went
home

quite a boring
day for me.
i'm kind of tired
but you know, the
eyes just won't close
:(

argh.
need my sleep
i'm still feeling
so sleepy

*yawn*

no one.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006
8:36 PM;
yupp yupp.
today went out
with the girls
and him to get
someone presents.

went bugis.
as soon as we reached
someone complain
'so hungry', so
we went to
long john silver,
to eat our lunch.
and check out the
number of chillies
be used/ate??

and so, went around
bugis to get for presents.
bought that someone
a freshbox shirt
(-finally i know where's freshbox-)
and they seriously got
nice clothes there.
*hints to ehem*
-joanne and ruz-
time to shop.
and i can't deny
bugis really got nice
cheap clothes there
:))))
(if only i'm working)

so so so,
anyways, now can't
shop.
must cut down.
someone's birthday
coming and i have
yet to save for
the presents and stuffs.

ahhh.
fun and tiring
day i had with
you two girls
:))))
shall shop again.
:)))))))

no one.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006
9:36 PM;
argh.
pissed again.
parents are still parents.

anyways,
i'm so in love
with my skin.
haa haa.
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=85596&action=Preview
yupp yupp.
preview it yeahs
sooo in love
with this skin.
especially with
the click five.
they rocks!!!

kind of bored
today stuck
at home.
and i played
counter strike.
freaked out
every moment.
haa haa.
stupid terrorists.
bleh.

no one.

Sunday, March 19, 2006
8:48 PM;
sigh.
was so damn
tired today.
but drag myself
out of the house
to see the guys
play balls.

who's on the court?
1) me
2) piggy
3) veron
4) amanda
5) dear dear
6) jin de
7) ben
8) poh leong

play play play.
and me and pig
was laugh laugh laugh
non-stop.
all the craps.
went to lot one library
and i finally
borrow the book
-stupid cupid-

it's about a girl
who was 6 weeks
away from her wedding
when something
went terribly wrong -
she's dumped!!!

and yeah.
will find out more
when i read.
and i'll post it up.
:))

and again.
i'm sooo tired
today.
dying!!!

no one.

12:09 PM;
arhhh.
suddenly i'm soooo
crazy about
*THE CLICK FIVE*
yeahh.
so addicted to
their song :
catch your wave
yeahh.

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In the middle of the night
That's when you caught my eye
I chased you round in memories
Through the breeze and trees and you tease me
But hey

The clock's turning around
And you're still playing these games
It's such a waste to bring me down, down, down
Don't bring me down cause

Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl, don't wanna let you go

When I turned sixteen
That's when I started to dream
I chased you round in memories
Throuh the breeze and the trees and you tease me
But hey

Well every princess has her knight
And I'm still in it for the fight
Not givin in, I'm gonna win, win, win
I'm gonna win cause

Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl don't wanna let you go

I'm never gonna let you go

Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, dont wanna let you

Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, don't wanna let you
Hey girl, hey girl don't wanna let you go
I'll never let you go
Alright

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oh yeah.
looove this song
:))

no one.

Saturday, March 18, 2006
8:59 PM;
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted
Do you forget it now
You never got it
Do you get it now

There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It won't ever be the same
We're so different now


forgotten by avril lavigne.

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just got back from
watching the guys
play match.
first time watch
him play match.
was so nervous.
and i got damn
excited whenever
they scored
(much more excited
when he scored)


i'm so tired now.
and i was happy today
till, my mum spoil
my whole mood.
damn it.
forever spoiling
my mood.
nag nag nag.

shall go get
some rest now :))

no one.

Friday, March 17, 2006
7:03 PM;
TURN OFFS
woke up in the
morning just to
listen to my
mum nagging at me.

the moment i sat
on my bed, with
those sleepy eyes,
she walked in
with a plastic bag,
took all my soft toys
on the cupboard,
put them in the bag
and dump it
in the store.

and i was like
"mum, what are you doing?"
i repeat the
same question
and she never
bother to give me
and answer.

so i asked her
again - for the last time
she said :
"your cupboard
is so dusty"

ooookay.
seriously what's
her problem.
she can always
clean it up and
put my things nicely
back in place.
there's no reason
to dump MY THINGS
in the store room.

and again,
i was too pissed
too irritated
that i don't bother
taking it back
to put it on my
cupboard.
seriously,
it's my room,
i think i can
put my things the
way i want

yeah,
and so people say
parents - they are priceless
like their kids are not.
hello
they got only
ONE daughter
named zielai bet i'm priceless too.
so why can't they
start treasuring me
and not nagging?

oh my.
they're too hard
on me now.
and i can't seem
to take it
anymore
and talking to them
is last option,
or probably,
it's even out of
the box.

oookay.
over the holidays
want me to do
some religious stuffs.
oookay
fine.
i made a point.
i remind myself
again and again.
on tuesday and thursday
morning, stay home,
there's some religious
reading to do.
wednesday afternoon
friday night,
religious class.
i do all these.
and yet,
they're never
satisfy.
like yeah,
whatever.

no one.

12:01 AM;






















































































posting up pictures
it's all...
*memories*

love each one
of them to
the bits
!!!

felt grateful
to find friends
like them
thanks for
being there
through the
ups and downs
:))))))

and of all this,
i just loooove


















me,myself and i
:)))))))))))

no one.

Thursday, March 16, 2006
10:36 PM;
aites.
i did some
handwriting quiz.
it's something like
telling you about
your personality
from your handwriting
webby : http://handwritingwizard.com

anyways here's
the analysis.
so yeah.
kinda looong.
so here we go :))

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For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Zie has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Zie fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Zie has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Zie is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Zie would like to leave the past behind and move on.

Zie is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Zie 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

Zie's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Zie that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Zie also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Zie is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Zie's self-concept is artificially low. Zie will stay in a bad situation much too long(*orh SOOO true*)... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Zie to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis(*reminds me of BIS*). She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Zie is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Zie is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Zie learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget. Zie is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said(*damn true :)*). These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate. She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Zie will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not(*warning to those in my class--the two idiots ***** & *****). So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it !

Zie will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Zie believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Zie is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others(*i'm kind & nice oooookay*). She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Zie will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Zie an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Zie is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story(*soooo true*). Zie is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Zie doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

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oh boooy.
had a very
loooong day
today :))
and obviously,
i had a great
time thanx to
dear joanne
and ruz :))
must tell me
the things kays.
ssshhhs..

movie marathon
was sooo fun
watched 4 movies.
sit till butt cramp.

after that, i met
him since his
house is so near
to joanne's.
just go meet him.
went back at about
8 plus due to
mummy's nagging.

argh
for goodness sake
when will you
all stop nagging?
it's going a bit
too far (in fact, very far)
i'm 17 going on 18
and i'm not allowed
to be outside after 7?

what kind of
rules is this?
what kind of
life is this?
it's holidays.
HELLO!!!
i did what every
child did.
i've studied
through the past
months.
i'm done with
my exams.
why during the
holidays i can't
even go out?
IN PEACE.

i stayed home
WHOLE day on
monday and wednesday
and when i go out.
i can't even have
the whole day
with me?
what the ****

can someone
employ me now?
i just want to
stay outside.
argh!
hate staying home.
stay home nag.
go out also nag.

argh!!!
can they just
S*** U*?
i'm 18 and yet
they're controlling
every single part
of my life?
i need my life

no one.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006
8:28 PM;
taken from : http://www.romantic-lyrics.com/ld12.shtml
song : don't worry baby
artsist : Beach Boys (i guess)
just a bit part of it :))

Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright


She told me "Baby, when you race today
Just take along my love with you
And if you know how much I loved you
Baby nothing could go wrong with you


just little words.
hoping to brighten
someone's day.
don't worry
everything will be fine :))

and to that little
someone :
stop worrying!!!!
everything will be fine
and back to normal.
just stop worrying.
i'm worried too.
so you just stop
worrying kays :))

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ended the words
to brighten up
someone's day
ok ok.

i'm blogging the
3rd time today.
yayy.
blog record!!!
hees. gees.

sigh.
talking about worrying.
i'm worried.
worried and worried.
*(i'm going to grow
old faster this way)*
but argh.
can't stop worrying.

i'm seriously,
badly hoping
things are fine
but when will
things ever end?

hang on yeah?
and be strong!!!

felt so helpless :((((((

no one.

1:59 PM;
How to make a zie
Ingredients:
1 part friendliness
1 part humour
5 parts instinct
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little sadness if desired!

no one.

11:17 AM;
ooooouuuhh!!
got myself addicted to
-ashlee simpson-

haa haa.
=x
why her?
i don't know.
:))

*ashlee ashlee*
yayy.
it's ashlee
haa haa. crazy me :))


ooolala. it's ashlee!!!


ashlleeee again!!!..

:))


no one.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006
11:09 PM;
will you be there?
will you see me in the eye?
will you take my hand and guide me through?
will you hug me close and say it's okay?

will you?

oh ya.
just feeling a bit
out of place.
a bit insecure.

couldn't feel your love in your touch
couldn't see the love in your eyes

so where's the love?

oh crapping again..

no one.

12:40 PM;
oh baby,
return my magic man to me
:))

oookays.
just felt like
saying that.
but seriously,
where's the
magic man
who make wonders
in MY life
i want magic man.

*magic magic*

what's with me
and magic?
haa haa.
ok seriously,
i need job
BADLY
i need $$ ching ching

and i want
*magic* man
:))

no one.

Sunday, March 12, 2006
11:57 PM;
ohhh.
just got myself
addicted to this
song called:
That's When I Love You
by : Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you I love you
More then you know
And when you forgot that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you ,I love you anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love you
When nothing baby,
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love,
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you,
when I love you no matter what

ooohh.
the normal feelings
of a girl.
no matter what
they'll just love
their other half.
no matter how
much they make
us cry,
hurt and lonely.
we just still
love them as much

=)
happy love =)..

no one.

Saturday, March 11, 2006
10:52 PM;
what's wrong
with the
world.

why does it
seems like as
if the world
is falling apart
in front of me
and yet
there's nothing
i can do
to prevent it.

felt so hopeless
felt so sad
down
empty
felt so ALONE

crap.
all this feelings
hoping it to go
away.
far far away...

no one.

Thursday, March 09, 2006
11:18 AM;
i'm feeling so


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m



p



t



y

no one.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006
10:06 PM;
where
was
the
trust
you
used
to
have?

questions
is all that
filled my
mind now.

where was the
time where you
used to trust
ME?

gone.
forever..

no one.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006
8:56 PM;
was i fading
fading far away
from you all?

c'mon.
why don't you
admit it?
we do different
activities.
if you expect me
to sit down
and watch tv
with you all,
eat dinner.
ok fine with me.
but how about
the things i WANT
to do?
who'll do it
with me?
no one.

you want me
to be there
spending time
with you.
but hey
we're not the
same person.
you don't do
what i do and
i don't do what
you do.

so should i
be the only one
to blame for this?
why don't you
instead of me
do what i like
to do?
i mean like
you know try
each other
'activities'

you said now
i rent vcds and
watch it on my
own at my laptop
and i don't bother
share it with you.
oh please.
everytime i on
my vcds you'll
watch it and fell
asleep.
cause in the first
place you don't
watch english movies
so what's the
point here?

no.
that's not the
way you wanted it.
so yeah.
i'm to blame
i'm fading
not YOU.

you always say
i'm fading from
the religion
oh for goodness
sake.
since when.
why?
by the clothes
i wear?
whatever
judge me.
i don't care.
cause no matter
what, only i
know what i do
in my life.
and so far
till this very day,
i still have strong
belief in my
religion and it's up
to you to see it
and BELIEVE it.

no one.

Sunday, March 05, 2006
9:44 PM;
you know what
is this?

P-I-S-S-E-D

yes.
it's pissed!!!!!
that's what
i am now.
pissed pissed
and pissed

with everyone
in my class
except for those
who replied me
(duh!-)

pissed totally
seriously pissed
OFF

they want outings
over the holidays
and yet no one
bothers to plan
so, okay,
i've planned it
all i need was
REPLIES!!!
was that so
hard to do?
just say -
"yes i'm going"
or
"no i'm not"

for goodness sake.
you people ignore
the votes.
ask you all to
pick either one
of the activities
is like asking you
all to kill people.
and don't you
dare nag about
the activities.
you ain't voting
and you ain't
suggesting.
so don't
COMPLAIN!!!!

ok fine.
i go for the
most votes.
now the only
thing left was
to decide for
YOURSELF
to go or not.
was that so hard?
does it takes
much of your
precious time?
does it kill all
your brain cells?

and i'm so
PISSED
with everyone
of you.
i'm SERIOUSLY
pissed.

and i'm so
sick and tired
of planning and
no one turned up
no one bothers
to even REPLY me.

if this continues
you guys plan it
YOURSELF
and i'll decide if
i want to go.

the most i'll
just plan my
outings with
ruz and joanne
at least they
replied and they
SUGGEST!!!

ARGH!!!!!!
i'm so pissed
i feel like crying

fark it...

no one.

7:58 PM;

Your Scholastic Strength Is Inspiring Others
You are great at developing a vision, and getting others to adopt your way of thinking.You are talented at leading, balancing tasks, and helping people work together.
You should major in:
Counseling
Environmental studies
Law
Social work
Political science
Nursing

What Should You Major In?


Your Birthdate: October 14
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma

Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you

Your power color: Fuchsia

Your power symbol: Diamond

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?


Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:


You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."


Conscientiousness:


You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.


Agreeableness:


You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.


Neuroticism:


You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.


Openness to experience:


Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test


no one.

Saturday, March 04, 2006
11:39 PM;
something that i got
from friendster =)

n-You are a hottie
u-You are really chill
r-You are goodlooking
z-You're Super cool.
i-Love is something you deeply believe in
e-You are popular with all types of people
l-You always make other people smile when you smile
a-You are a hottie

haa haa.
oooo.
i started and
ended with
'you're a hottie'
=))

no one.

Friday, March 03, 2006
7:18 PM;
sigh
what's happening?
i was OK a
few minutes ago

i don't know
i'm hearing lots
of stuffs.
couples quarreling
friends misunderstandings
all the unhappy
things.

all i'm feeling
is sad and
scared
i'm scared for
the future.
i'm just...

ok probably
i was thinking
too much.
and i guess
i was.

but who can
chase the feeling
of mine away?

no one.

6:56 PM;
two days after exams..

thursday 2nd march:
went to gym
with my joanne
and ruz.
sigh.
joanne you're
so funny.
and the thought
of bringing the
2 of you to
the gym is another
nightmare.
haa haa.

i met him at
lot 1 to have
dinner but
we end up
buying food from
old chang kee
and walked
to cck park
to eat it.
we played the
see saw
run here and there
was fun and
TIRING

today:
suppose to have
movie marathon
with the girls
but end up watching
only one movie =)
haa haa.
then we just
sit and talk.
but then,
talking was fun.

went to lot 1
to have neoprints
and play arcade.
pig can shoot
now i know where
they always go =x

wonder what will
i do for the
next 1 1/2 months.
bored!!!!

no one.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006
10:50 PM;
IT'S OVER BABY!!!!


finally
it's holiday.


met shu fang
when i went
home.
and she told
me she quit her
school!!!
it shocked me
though.
it so not her.


no updates.
just glad
exams are
OVER!!!

no one.