Tuesday, October 31, 2006
10:02 PM;
i just feel like updating currently. haas. but i'm not sure what to update. so let's just crap about.
yesterday was cool! i love (: i've got practical for my bio and it was fun. i wore lab coat and we use microscopes to see kidney and blood cells. i suck at it. forever calling grocery for help :x. haa. and i'm loving my creations (:
today, i realised i've got tons of assignments. oh man. my luck. i'm going to start concentrating on hockey now. tomorrow and thursday i've got training. saturday i've got games.
sighs. i don't know why, i'm losing touch with hockey. i'm losing my confidence and faith i used to have. and i might give up. sooner or later.
no one.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
7:58 AM;
who has to know
the thoughts i can't deny
who has to know
the way she feels inside
no one.
Friday, October 27, 2006
11:13 PM;
pizza-licious again (:
yum yum! hmmm. today i had lots of fun. i enjoyed today. i went out with him to jurong point for a jacket and his shoes. got what we need. had extra money, so we ate pizza again (my idea of course!) and i love the service there. it was good! it just so happen that i was serviced my the good waiter/waitress. hees. and so we took lots of pictures (: LOVELY DAY! he lost to me in outrun again! haa! and we did the paint art thingy. fun (:
school was short today. so on the way to lot one with ruz, we took pictures too. i don't know why. i'm so into taking pictures now. let's take more and more and more pictures kays! haa. pictures pictures.
no one.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
11:23 PM;
i feel like i'm such a disappointment. one week without training really making my brain rusty. i was screwing today's game. i don't know what i was doing. i don't know where to go. i was lost. really lost. and raiha had to tell me where i should go everytime the ball come to my defensive area. oh man. i felt so lousy. i took a break. not because of tired. but because i don't know what's going on. i don't know what's wrong. and after today's training, i don't know why i'm still here. i don't know why i'm still playing hockey. i don't know why.
why should i stay?
when i think, i should be leaving...
no one.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
9:20 PM;
Hold me close and don't let go;
I'm so scared to be alone.
I've been by myself for too long,
And always had to be strong.
Now I only want to rest;
And lay my head on your chest.
Hold me close and don't let go;
These wars I fight no one knows.
Now whisper how you love me,
Say it tender and softly.
I am weary and soon will sleep,
But with you no longer will I weep.
So hold me close and don't let go,
For I never want to be alone.
no one.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
10:23 PM;
pizza-licious!
(:
oh well, had pizza for dinner again. with him and his brother. haa. and he's still losing! HAA HAA!
i love today <3
no one.
Friday, October 20, 2006
10:29 PM;
i'm feeling guilty for not going for training yesterday. oh boy. so guilty! had dinner with him instead. went home earlier.
oh well, just want to blog. got the feeling to. i'm loving these few days of my life which i had spend with him. it was lovely. it was sweet. it was heavenly! (:
i love you <3
i love the way you love me!
['v']
no one.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
4:18 PM;
i'm so screwing the haze! it's making me so irritated. thanks to it, match cancelled and all that. and today, people not going for training cause of haze. this is irritating! can't it like rise during morning and decrease at night? argh! grrr!!
oh well, i'm going. i miss training! i'm going. having lecture now. but i'm just not in the mood to listen.
i'm ok
i'm ok
i'm ok
i'm ok
i'm ok
i'm ok
i keep convincing myself the same thing, knowing nothing will change, knowing that the feeling is still the same.
no one.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
11:47 PM;
(:
it's october fourteeeeen! which means, i'm eighteen! big 18! haa. when the clock struck 12.00 am later, i've got to wait for one more year for my next birthday. haa.
oh well, it was well celebrated by my lovely friends. thanks for dinner and the presents (well, of course thanks for the smash and cakes in my nose! i knew it was coming).
we had dinner at mad jack. wanted to order baked rice, but they ran out of it! boo! i ended up eating spaghetti (only half the plate. HAA!). and i've got 2 free cakes, given to me by the restaurant, for the birthday girl! oh man. thanks! the cakes are nice but i was too bloated to finish it up.
i definitely enjoy and love yesterday.
LOVES <3
(:
no one.
Monday, October 09, 2006
10:09 PM;
these few days, when laptop's hospitalized, my days are really empty. it wasn't that bad during the weekdays. but weekends, i'm really filled with emptiness. normally, i've got things to do. with my laptop, i can play my games and chat with my friends. but the past weekend, i really feel empty. and lonely. and all i wished for was someone to talk to me. all i wished for was you.
but nothing came true.
on someone's request (:
<3
no one.
8:53 PM;
OMG! i miss my laptop and my blog sooo much (:
WED
sorry. on wed, my laptop was not able to switch on. so it was hospitalized for a few days, or maybe even a week. ):
so on that wednesday, ruz had to company all the way to expo to send my laptop for service. haa. it's sooo far. but we went tampines mall after that. did shopping of course!
but now, it's working fine. so i got a loooot of things to do.
THURS
i had movie marathon with the 2 girls at joanne's house again. this time we watched failure to launch, the benchwarmers and shaggy dog. failure to launch is nice (:
after that, i'm busy with training of course ):
FRI
it is the mid-autumn festival. in another words, the lantern festival. so, i went to celebrate it with the hang gang for the first time. and i'm soooo amazed with the celebration. ohhh, i love the candles and the lanterns. it's just one beautiful sight (:
SAT & SUN
definitely slacking on these two days with nothing to do. but i did some stuffs. i cleared my drawer and clean my converse shoe! preparing for school re-open! haa RIGHT -.-
TODAY
of course had a long journey to expo to collect my laptop. now it's soooo new and sooo weird. i've got lots to download and personalize! haa. i'm so glad they backup my pictures. i almost cry when the guy said he can't back up for me ): lucky he think of another way! haa. PICTURES AND MUSICS SAVED (:
oh well, that's all about a week's update. haa.
why
why does it seems so hard loving you
why
when i started to feel grateful to have you around,
that's when things started again
that's when it all falls apart
- once again
and i started to realise
my whole life has been a pretense
and yet, i try to smile and laugh
just to see you smiling
cause, that's what it takes to make me
fall in love with you again <3
oh well,
5 more days to my birthday
7 more days to school
15 more days to hari raya
(:
no one.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
11:12 PM;
queensway. hunt for bag, shoe and wallet. we've got everything we need (:
we talked. we console each other. we apologize. we smiled. we laughed. we're happy (:
dear's being sweet today <3
LOVEEESSS<3
can we go out again? :x
no one.
Monday, October 02, 2006
9:57 PM;
ANOTHER DISAPPOINTMENT!
no one.
9:12 PM;
confession of a teenage drama queen, bring it on, duplex, freaky friday, starsky and hutch, and 50 first dates (:
these filled up my empty days ((:
MORE MOVIES <3
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra