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she's someone in your life she's someone you love <3 she'll go nasty if you make her cry. libra~~baby~~ easily contented very indecisive green & red
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LOVES

<3 I LOVE YOU :D
<3 hockey
<3 chocolates and snacks
<3 shopping and fashion
<3 music and dance

PLAYLIST

SAMANTHA JADE - BOYFRIEND

You're Oppressing Me
Fall Back I Need Some Room
You Want This Thing To Work
I Need You To Do All The Necessary Things To Keep Me
But You Just Keep On Pushing Me
You're About To Barely Be My Boyfriend

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

11:30 PM;

hockey carnival at nyp.
went down super early.
stone, laugh and depressed.
depressed at the number of goals i let in.
kinda screw up, and a very big disappointment.
(i'm sorry girls.)
although my girls are very encouraging.
but still, i felt bad for not performing well during their first carnival.
proud of my girls. they played ~~well~~ very well.
was glad the guys team got to the second round. proud of them.

some referee were biased. maybe ain't that obvious. but what the heck.
i'm glad they didn't score during the penalty.
(got the penalty due to some NON-EXISTING rules)
if they did, screw the bloody referee.

managed to do some of my project today.
was too lazy to look at programming. programming sucks.
i might screw up this programming. but i can't afford to do that.
I DON'T WANT TO REPEAT THE DAMN MODULE!

so depressing

no one.

Friday, July 27, 2007

11:28 PM;

tomorrow.
is one of the days i've been waiting for.
a game to play.
hosted by nyp.
can't wait to play.

but i just hate to be a last man.
i just can't do this position.
i've tried.
doesn't work.
and i don't like it.
but do i look like i've got any choice?
trusting and relying on my other defense for now.
hope it turns out fine.

oh crap. i swear i suck at this.

give me something to believe in.
cause, i don't believe in you anymore.

no one.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

10:25 PM;

today, isn't a day i want to go through.
i want it gone, forever. erased.
but, no, it can't.

let's see what screwed my day today.

oh yes, how could anyone forget how they screw their paper, although it was just a quiz. it contains marks, which could probably pull up your overall marks. even though it may be just one or two marks, it makes a difference. it's nicer to go around saying i scored 77 instead of 76. and i felt like an idiot, screwing each question in the paper. no one had any idea what these questions did to my confidence. my confidence in scoring zero went up quickly. and this just means another hour - or two - more of mugging for exam papers, just to get the proper stuffs in my head. well done zie. i'm so proud of you.

and what else could make my day. it's my assignment briefing. how enjoyable. it's exciting seeing everyone's faces getting blur, and soon looks like question marks. and the lecturer went on talking and talking, blissfully (and proudly), about the assignment she managed to set. unfortunately, i was there to hear the nonsense. and her words aren't very encouraging. i'm pretty much screwed for this assignment too.

kept quiet the whole day. had nothing much to say. okay, maybe i did say some stuffs to distract my mind. but my mind continue wondering, "what if i..." and i've got no answer to any of it.

impeccable.

and i cried till i feel like stopping.
but i've got no reason.
i've got no idea why.
i just don't know.
the tears eventually stopped.
and i'm still looking for a reason, to cry.

no one.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

11:55 AM;

14.07.07

the day i wished it never come.

but it came.

and she left.

it was one of the teary goodbye.

i hope she's fine there (:

i'm sure she is.

and i miss her crazy ):

i'm just looking for another reason to cry.

no one.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

1:28 PM;

gather at clarke quay at 7.
8 people were there.
the central. riverside indonesian food.
$10 per person. 6 dishes. grilled cuttlefish.
chit chat. jokes. pictures. music.
and not forgetting, the never-ending flight of staircase.

and most importantly, tess :)

was unhappy.
cried till i fell asleep.

no one.

Saturday, July 07, 2007

12:41 PM;

game's cancelled.
due to the rain.
moved around suntec.
had bk's wrong breakfast (order the wrong food)
waited again.
had some pissing off things going through my mind.
was so bad mood.
decided not to tag along for sentosa.
went home, and felt better.
on the way home, people are still pissing me off.

OH FOR GOODNESS SAKE,
FOR ONCE CAN SOMBODY DON'T PISS ME OFF!
stop making me repeat the things i say.
don't ask irrelevant question.
STOP SCREWING MY DAY AND MY MOOD!
argh.

today's just not my day.

no one.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

11:00 PM;

craze for riddles is back :D :D

lol. it started out when i was browsing through jokes in ruz's phone. and i was laughing alone in class -.- and due to this, i asked everyone riddles. and i can hear people are getting bored of me and my riddles. and i got some from the net.

and here's the questions!

what's mummy's favourite genre of music?
WRAP

what did invisible man drink during lunch?
evaporated milk.

what do you call a witch staying nearby a beach?
a sand-witch

why did the turtle cross the road?
to get to the shell station

what did the spider do on the computer?
make a website!

what you can't have during breakfast?
lunch and dinner

what did porcupine say to the cactus?
"is that you mummy?"

what gets wetter as it dries?
a towel

erm, i think i ask more than this. but i can't remember. this will do :D

i can't wait for saturday!

no one.

Monday, July 02, 2007

10:51 PM;

30th June 2007.

tessa's farewell party.

bbq; chicken, bee hoon, hot dogs, crab meat, prawn and sotong balls.

laugh; chat; pictures, of course; catching up with everyone's life

miss them.

hope to have more of this :D