Friday, August 31, 2007
5:48 PM;
went to training.
excited. it's been a while since i had pitch training.
of course, coach was nice and friendly.
training was hell, must have been the stamina.
i was dead, quite fast :x
was somehow quite disappointed/irritated/pissed.
after that.
cause, no one got my back.
no one.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
10:06 PM;
a class gatheirng which happened, 2 days ago, 28th aug 2007.
not everyone turned up.
only eight of us.
i enjoyed my time.
and finally, we happen to click.
we ate, laugh, joke, talk.
i really mean talk.
like about what's going on in each other's lives.
it's surprising how we managed to talk.
cause it's definitely a total different feeling from the normal gathering.
now, i want to plan more :D
and yes, we'll meet up again. soon.
today, had a trip to east coast.
bad choice (totally screwed up weather)
it was raining, and super duper windy.
but, we managed to cycle and had a good time.
with a few stops due to rain.
other than that, i just had fun.
but, i didn't get to eat my cockles ):
no one.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
12:17 PM;
boredom strikes again.
so here comes the quizzes :D
| You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts) |
 You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker. |
| What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You |
 You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours.
You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style.
You are a very outgoing person. You are true to yourself, and you never hold back.
In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate. |
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.
You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.
You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think.
Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
i'm feeling it again.
emo-ing.
don't feel like going for training
don't feel like doing anything.
sighs. can't stop thinking.
losing it again.
no one.
Monday, August 27, 2007
11:34 PM;
15 mins late.
5 mins to walk to bus stop.
(well, sin ee took 6 mins).
5 mins of withdrawing cash.
5 mins of waiting for the bus.
2 mins stuck at cck interchange.
10 mins stand and watch floorball game.
and we go on blaming each other for the delay yesterday.
went to watch hanif and faeez's game :D
nice game.
and they did better than the other team.
waited for them.
went for dinner with jay and momin.
played bluff with small cards.
i had fun :)
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the lights! SIN EE!
and we had gym today.
felt good burning all the fats.
i did lots of thinking.
a lot of stuffs went through my mind yesterday night.
and i just can't stop thinking.
the if and if nots.
kept quiet. and continue thinking.
ok i better stop thinking :D
no one.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
11:43 PM;
C PROGRAMMING PAPER WAS SO
FULL OF CRAP
and like always, i screw it up.
yay.
what's a better start for holidays
other then screwing papers?
no one.
Friday, August 24, 2007
12:37 AM;
tomorrow's the last paper :D
and it has to be c programming.
how exciting.
i can't wait for training.
i can't wait for saturday.
and i can't wait for sunday.
and i can't wait for tuesday.
:D
in short, i'm looking forward to holidays.
no one.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
4:50 PM;
due to boredom
and the reluctance to study.
| You are a Great Girlfriend |
 When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! |
You Belong in LA |
 Forget living in a dirty, cold city - you'll take the beach instead.Celebrity sightings, trendy restaurants, and clubbing all night are more your thing.And who knows? You might become the next beautiful person the paparazzi stalks! |
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" |
 A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love |
| You Are a Banana Split |
 Fruity, flavorful, and diverse.Who can beat a true superstar? |
Libra - Your Love Profile |
 Your positive traits:
You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.
Your negative traits:
You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.
Your ideal partner:
A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.
Your dating style:
Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.
Your seduction style:
Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.
Tips for the future:
Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.
Best color to attract mate: Green
Best day for a date: Wednesday |
| You Should Be Fashion Designer |
 Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trendsYou can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well! |
| Your Toes Should Be Blue |
 You're a little out there, but that means you take guys to a place that's out of this world!
Your ideal guy: Zany, hilarious, and totally unpredictable.
Stay away from: Anyone who has to get up for work in the morning |
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ok i'm tired of doing quizzes ):
no one.
12:16 AM;
it's just one of the emo days.
when i just sat down, kept quiet
while listening to you talk non-stop.
it's nice to hear you talk.
it would be even nicer if i can join.
but it was just one of the emo days.
when all i do was kept quiet
and hear you talk to me.
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
maroon 5;
she will be loved;
something i felt.
once.
long time ago.
no one.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
12:15 AM;
i'm afraid.
yes, i'm still afraid.
but how long can i stay this way?
i'll have to trust you one day.
and i continue praying and hoping
nothing will change.
no one.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
9:59 PM;
It is so easy to see
Disfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
nothing last forever;
maroon 5;
yes, i'm afraid to do so.
no one.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
11:42 AM;
why do you want to marry me?
so that i can kiss you anytime i want.
sweet home alabama;
awww. so sweet :)
no one.
Friday, August 10, 2007
12:18 AM;
Perfect Stranger
got to catch this Halle Berry + Bruce Willis
full of twist, i must say.
spend my national day at vivo.
i was wearing red - unnoticed :D
(noticed it only when i was in the bus)
went vivo for ban mian :)
catch movie.
walked around.
he bought me a lollipop i always wanted :D
took train home.
looked through old movie tickets.
didn't know we had so much in common.
YAY LOLLIPOP :D
no one.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
3:12 PM;
SAVING PRIVATE RYAN
the movie everyone's talking about.
the movie my teacher's been talking about.
i read about the comments at rotten tomatoes.
and i have to agree.
it is nicer than windtalkers :D
i finally catch this movie :)
no one.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
9:56 PM;
i don't know what to say.
i'm lost for words.
you decide the next step.
let me know what's on your mind.
cause, my mind's blank.
and empty.
you played your part.
so did i.
we've come this far.
just to decide.
to end it or to start it.
back to the start.
i ain't happy.
should i?
or
should i not?
no one.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
10:47 PM;
need me to say more?! :)
no one.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
12:13 AM;
i tend to finish up my PI and WISP today.
i tend to finish up my PIP and CP tomorrow.
i tend to have a full rest after friday.
i want to enjoy my sunday.
however, i'm on the verge of giving up now.
i don't feel like continuing whatever i'm doing.
i'm out of words.
i'm lost.
and giving up doesn't seem so far.
i know i can't give up.
i have to continue.
and i don't know why. things aren't right these days.
i don't feel me.
crying my heart out can be one of the best solution.
it just don't feel right.
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra
Perfect Stranger
