NO ONE

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

9:53 PM;

ok
anyways,
i just finish
talking to
him over the
phone.

i heard his
little cousins'
voice.
and start
wondering,
will i ever be
a part of this
family?
ok maybe i
was thinking
a little bit
too far.

then, i
was chatting
with ruz
something came
across my mind
i never imagine
that i'll be
someone who's
doing IT.
can't imagine
myself ten
years later
dealing with
computers.

ok
today i seems
to be doing
a LOT of
thinking.

no one.

9:45 AM;

that's me..haa haa

dear dear and me =)

our hands..

that's the girls..and me..

that's pig and my hand..

joanne, ruz and me..

confessions:
all done using photostudio =)

ok this is ruz me joanne

done using fireworks..

no one.

Monday, January 30, 2006

8:34 PM;

2nd day of
chinese new
year.

bored.
missing those
who are not
here.

i think i just
broke my record.
me
staying home
for a whole of
three straight
days.
bored..

no one.

3:31 PM;

just a pic
of the hang
gang
missing them
to the bits..

haa.and again i know.its retard..

no one.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

9:12 PM;

Happy
Chinese
New
Year

haa haa.
ok.
i know i was
a bit too
slow to wish
everyone that.
but, but, but
it's better late
than nothing right?

sigh.
boredom fills
my day.
dear dear is
away celebrating
chinese new year
visiting his
relatives.
and my 3 lovely
girlfriends are like
away
far far far away
from singapore.

and, lately
i've been thinking
about stuffs.
i don't know
why i started
to think.
the more i think
the worst i feel.

it was once
a friendship
i treasure.
things were
done and shared
together
but,
sigh,
i don't really
know what happen
what changed?
is it you
or is it me?
or is it the
different life
we're both leading
now?
what happen?
i don't know.

and i'm feeling
worst as each
day passed.
sigh..

no one.

Friday, January 27, 2006

11:23 PM;

arh
finally meeting
the hang gang
again.
but no tess
arh.
mish her =)

attendance:
1) meeee =)
2) pig
3) be
4) jeannie
5) veron
6) dear dear
7) jin de
8) eng kiat
9) leonard
10 ) yi long
11) danson
12) elfie
13) ys

location: seoul garden

ok.
had fun with
them hee hee =)
eat and eat
laugh and laugh
changing tricks
and of course,
PHOTO TAKING

check out the food - from my seat's view

from his view

bowls of ice-creams - mine and his

another table

the les partners - pssst it's a joke - we're straight

the girls - me pig be - we mish tess!!!

finally a pic of me and be..

veron me

hear no evil - say no evil - see no evil

hands - me pig - orange by veron

lastly, me and him

girls were discussing
something.
just something.

so yeah whole
day was fun.
all the crappy
jokes with
crappy people.
but the funniest
is when jinde
was "kissed"
by eng kiat.
haa haa.
can't stand it.

anyways,
today before
going home from
school,
i was talking
to joanne, ruz
and bjorn
about something.
and somehow,
after talking,
i felt bad.
felt so bad.
sigh.
it seems like
i'm the only
one who can
make things right.

sigh.
this feeling
just shucks.
ok.
think i'll
try to make
things right..

no one.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

3:14 PM;

i chose to love you in silence
for in silence i find no rejection
i chose to love you in your loneliness
for in your loneliness no one owns you
but me
=)

no one.

8:59 AM;

no one.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

7:58 PM;

today's cool
and fun!!!

lots of laughter
today all
thanks to:
Joanne Chua..
the star of
the day..

1st laughter:

the normal gang
was discussing
on what can we
organize during the
whole of 2 months
break for the class

bjorn: ok, then i shall
book changi chalet
then we can bring
larry to see the
transsexuals
joanne, not knowing
of what we were
talking about answered:
joanne: yay, i went there
before
bjorn: that sounds
so wrong joanne..

2nd laughter:

bjorn known to be
the red guy
larry known to be
the green guy
larry bought red ruby
for dessert,
and of course was
eating something RED
larry: i'm enjoying
the red ruby
me: i can see you
love bjorn a lot
larry: no, i don't
again, unknowingly
joanne answered,
joanne :what? bjorn
and larry's married?
joanne,
that sounds so
wrong

3rd time:

me: you see, our class
don't hang out
together
joanne: got lors
me: ok fine. when?
joanne: 1st day of school
dots..

4th time:

this happen at
the bowling alley
at bp plaza
joanne somehow,
can't seems to
play that well.
she dropped the
ball and let it roll
so i told her to
swing her hand
and throw the ball.
and when she
tried doing
that,
guess what?
the ball rolled
behind instead of
the front.

had fun today
especially with
joanne around.
she can definitely
brightened up
my day =)

no one.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

12:50 PM;

arh arh
latest addiction:
pump it
by:
black eyed peas
muahaha

too lazy to
put the lyrics
here.
it's kinda long
and i'm busy now.
so yeah..

and guess where
am i today
school.
haa haa
of all the places.

no one.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

11:32 PM;

todae was fun.
went gym with him
pig and jin de
jeannie and eng kiat
after gym-ing
the guys went to
play ball
while the girls
rotting, flying
to dreamland.

taken by pig - 3 guys playing ball

dying of boredom..

went to lot 1
to have lunch
then, jeannie
and ek left.
and the four of
us walked around
lot 1 to get
pig's sis a present.
while waiting for
pig and jd to
come back,
me and him walked
around and got
our photo
printed.

when pig and jd
came back,
we went to
food junction
to just sit and talk.
and then, she had
to go
mish her =)

me and him
went back to
the photo shop
after that to get
our photo.
it was nice =)
head to plaza,
and his house
to watch the
cave
half-way
cause, it's kind
of boring when
they go on talking
with no thrilling
scenes.
=)

then, i talked
things out with
him
so yeah, felt
a lot better
after that
me looooove yooouu..

no one.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

11:11 PM;

let's update
the stress
level.
argh.

assignments
are piling
up.
and,
i'm not having
enough sleep.
booo.
i want to
sleep.
i need my sleep.

assignments + projects
1) BIS assignment (due 22 Jan)
2) IAC (due 24 Jan)
3) UID project (unknown due date)
4) OOP assignment (week 15)
(ok, that's like 3 weeks from now)
5) ComKitt presentation

ok.
scream.
HELP.
breathe
breathe.
don't freak out.

ARGH.
i hate assignments.
...

no one.

9:52 AM;

was bored
so,
i was doing
another collage

hee hee

bet it was
ugly again.
i just
shucks at
designing things.
ok.
me shucks.
bleh

coloured one

no colour..

no one.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

11:04 PM;

Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
I'm giving up on everything
Because you messed me up
Don't know how much you
Screwed it up
You never listened
That's just too bad
Because I'm moving on
I won't forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me
Yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah

[Chorus:]
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted
Do you forget it now
You never got it
Do you get it now
Yea yea yea yea yea
Yea yea yea yea yea
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah

Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It won't ever be the same
We're so different now
Yea yea yea yea yea

[Chorus]

I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you what i wanted I
I told you what i wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten
I won't be forgotten
Never Again

[Chorus (2x)]

Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah

taken from
avril lavigne
forgotten lyrics

was i forgotten?

finally it's done
complete and perfect
done by : pig

no one.

Monday, January 16, 2006

11:24 PM;

i wasn't
in school
today.
so yeah
was so bored
till i came
up of something.
collage.
okays.
mine was retarded.
and u-g-l-y.

retard isn't it? by meeee =)

no one.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

10:33 PM;

alone
was all
i am now.
was all i
will ever be.
alone.

people say,
look on the
bright side
but there's
no bright side.
it's all darkness.

we're fading
aren't we?
it was for real
isn't it?
it wasn't my
thoughts or my
feeling
was it?

no one.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

8:19 PM;

i'm bored now.
so yeah.
blogging.
the only
entertainment

i think i'm
falling sick.
fever.
tunning nose
and my mouth
hurts like nuts.

went out with
him just now.
how long since
we went to malls.
haa haa.
we walked
around to get
my earpiece
(my mp3 earpeice
spoiled)
then, get him
a wallet.
quite nice.
but think it's too
small for a guy
=x

then we continue
walking.
looking at things
we both like.
haa haa.
we went courts.
and see furniture.
haa haa.
then see some
clothes for him
and stuffs.
and at that point
i felt like buying
him shirts.
but didn't bring
money.
=(
and he was
like saying.
i don't need
all this.
now, all i need
is you.
arh.
sweet sweet.

so yeah.
on my way
home i start
thinking again.
he wasn't fading.
then why this
feeling of mine.
was i the one
who's fading
or was i just
being too sensitive.
i don't know.

it just that
lately i've
been thinking
to much
probably.
sad sad.

sigh.his school
is starting this
coming monday.
gonna mish
him like crazy.
hope he'll be
fine in school.

now projects
and assignments
are coming in.
boy. spare me
from this.
hoping this term
will end soon.
looking forward
to the so-called
2 months
holiday =)

no one.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

10:47 PM;

would you grant my last request
please remember the love between us

-quoted from the chinese show at 7-

sweet laaaa.
almost cry.
haa haa.

ok.it sounds
something like
that.

anyways.
him and me.
so, he's not
fading.
then why do
i feel far
from him.

or is it,
i'm the one
who's fading?

questions.
dots.

smile baby
=)

crap..

no one.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

10:20 PM;

lonely
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

yes.
i'm lonely

filled with
problems

probably,
my mistake is

to fall in love..

no one.

Monday, January 09, 2006

8:27 PM;

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I'm going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream Scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

no one.

6:59 PM;

i'm
feeling
so
far
apart
from

you..

miss you ;

no one.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

11:07 PM;

will you take
my hand,
hold me close
to your heart,
hug me tight,
be there when
i need you.
will you?

these questions
playing in my
mind
long ago.

don fake it.
don't be someone
you're not.

cause in this
world,
there's someone
out there,
missing the you
that she used
to know

i just

miss you

=(

no one.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

12:18 PM;

hee hee
haa haa
hoo hoo.
happy happy
me =)

yesterday was
be's and bert's
burfdae party

but the best part
is that it was
full attendance

1- me
2- pig
3- be (bdae gal)
4- tess
5- veron
6- jeannie
7- derick
8- jin de
9- leonard
10- ben
11- bert (bdae boy)
12- eng kiat
13- ravi
14- elfie
15- justin
16- andi
17- danson
18- yilong
19- xue yi
20- julius

haa haa.
long list
but yeah.
it's the gang.

haiz.
now missing them
like crazy.
=)

we had fun.
i watched
moulin rouge
with them
so sad.
almost cry.
=)
then had some pizza
photo taking
and cut cakes.
and went back
home =)

pictures pictures:

half of them - guys take so long to settle down and take pics!!!

illegal gathering - the gamblers

canadian pizza 62410241 - haa haa

hawaiian pizza - i'm hungry!!!

jin de and pig

jeannie and eng kiat

me and dear dear

the poor balloon that pig sat on

pig, tess, veron, me, jeannie - be too busy play games

squeezing in the lift - tess pig me jeannie

the legs - from left- me,tess, pig, jeannie

the extremely delicious cake

birthday pic - veron me tess be pig jeannie

pig and bert

the birthday peeps - bert and be

four of us - be tess pig and me

and yesterday's
paper shucks.
i didn't do
the whole
of last page
no time.
so confirm gone
25 marks.
shucks!!!!

no one.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

6:59 PM;

ok.
today my day
was a bit
shucky and
a bit ok?

morning went
to dentist.
and he was
like screwing
the teeth.
ouch.
big OUCH.

then went to
suntec to get
stuffs.
and can't find
any nice ones.
go to
jurong point,
stand in the shop
for more than
half an hour
to decide.

haa.
but end up,
i did buy
myself a pencil
case.
finally.

today can kill
me.
but yeah
i did survive
=)

looking forward
for tomorrow.

=)

no one.

12:12 AM;

whoa.
i'm blogging
in the middle
of the night.
what ever.

hee hee.

met dear dear
today.
at cc.
he was alone
shooting balls.
and so i joined
him.
shoot the stupid
ball into the
stupid basket.
make me feel
stupid too.
haa haa.
he better not
see this =x
i shoot till
my shoulder
hurts.
sob sob.
poor me.

and i'm home.
now.
haa haa.
ok.
i was bored.
but now,
i'm still bored.
sob sobs..

no one.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

9:48 PM;

ok.
me bored.
to death.

anyways,
was watching
tv and i
saw a movie
trailer.

mamamia.
it's pirates
of caribbean
part 2
the dead man's
chest.
haa.
cool.
going to
catch that.

ok anyways.
tomorrow another
paper.
and i'm not
studying.
arh.
no mood.
slacking.

today's paper
shucks big time.
it's like i read
the notes
and when i
went in the
exam hall
it's gone.
you know.
gone.

fine.
it's over
and done.
tomorrow's
paper i'm dead.
it's damn
early.
830?.

not enough
time to sleep.

bored.
bleh.

no one.

Monday, January 02, 2006

10:16 PM;

i'm
feeling
so
so
so

DOWN

no one.

2:47 PM;

oh
mamamia.

tomorrow is
exams.
oh boy.
i'm not
having the
mood to study
now.

oh boy.
still slacking
mood.
tomorrow's paper
is so screwed.

damn.
screwed.

no one.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

12:50 AM;

HAPPY
NEW
YEAR

haa
it's 2006
finally.
i'm going
to be a
year older.

finally i'm 18!!.
as in er..
soon..

wishing i'm
somewhere
celebrating it
with my friends.
we'll celebrate it
together one
day yeah?

cool.
and this time
mummy have
to let me out.
i'm 18~!!!!!

ok.
anyways.
blog just
to say

HAPPY
NEW
YEAR!!!!!

no one.