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Friday, December 30, 2005
10:30 PM;
and yeah
presents
christmas presents

tess: a little part
of christmas tree
and a card
well- written

be: a phone
keychain from
korea i think.
kinda cute

pig: omg. i love it.
a mini tweety
calender.!!!!

veron: a handmade
card and some hair
stuffs that she had
or something
didn't really hear
what she said.

jin de: i think
its the cute
lollipop with
some games on it.
haa.
trust me.
i'll never get
the fish in the
mouth.

no one.

10:01 PM;
woooo hooo!!!
yesterday was
sooo cool.

well, met up
with the girls
and the rest
of the hang gang
(finally)
=x

attendance:
1- meeeee =)
2- piggy sin
3- chicky tess
4- buffy be (sounds weird)
5- dear dear
6- jin de
7- justin
8- elfie
9- ravi
10- leonard
11- yi long
12- andi

went to have
dinner at
bukit timah
opp beauty world
suppose to have
dinner by 6
but the guys
started to play
pool and stuffs,
we end up
eating around
seven or eight

after that
we went to
andi's house
which is nearby
to play some
games - murderer
and i was the
killer twice
so unlucky
but the thing
is that i'm
not a very good
killer, so
i don't kill.

till about 10 plus
we all went home.
well, have a
great time with
them though
it was just for
a short moment.

some pictures
me and pig took
secretly --


that was dear dear and jin de

the two crappy people - justin and elfie

the four early guys

the 3 yr old couple - man they sound so old

me and pigggyyy...

pigggyy and chickyyy..

chickyyy and bufffyyy..

piggggy and buffffyyy..

and today,
i went jb
to my aunt's house
cool.
my cousin's got
a baby girl.



then went to
do some shopping.
got jeans, earrings
yeah.
that should be all
man.
now back to
studying for
tuesday's exams.
bored..


no one.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005
8:21 PM;
was doing
some test
about my
true colour
and this is
my result:

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice - impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

ooo.
i'm red.
cool.
i like red
anyways.
=)

no one.

Monday, December 26, 2005
9:01 PM;
ok.
another change
to bloggie.

ooops
sorry.
i was bored
to death.
can't continue
reading my notes.

so i went
to search
for a blog skin
can't resist.
so i change
-again-.

oooopsssie

no one.

Sunday, December 25, 2005
12:27 PM;
MERRY XMAS!!!


well,
yesterday spent
my xmas eve
with dear dear
and his group
of crappy friends


went to town.
whoa.
it's so crowded.
we walked around
town
then went
to cineleisure
to eat.
the guys went
to play billard
and xbox after
that.
even the xbox
shop close at 7am
cool.


i went home
early of course.
but he stayed
with his friends
the bus can't
even move on
the road.
glad i was home
before 12.


but this year
christmas,
there's something
missing.
no christmas
candy.
sob sob.
i can't find
christmas candy!!!!
so sad.
what's my christmas
without christmas
candy..

no one.

Friday, December 23, 2005
2:25 PM;
bored.
i'm bored.


i've been playing
harvesting just
now. it's green!!!
haa haa.
ok.
lame.


ruz's away
to another country.
be too.
and
dear dear
have yet to wake
up (i think so)
since he haven't
reply my msgs.


see how boring
my day can get
without these
people.


bored..

no one.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005
8:44 PM;
guess what
i need to restart
my harvest moon
damn
play it again.
from the start
damn.


i'm like so-called
rich??
medium rucksack
a basket
60000 in the pocket
happy dog
matured horse.
large milked- cow
large wooled-sheep
2 house extension
4 perfectly healthy
chickens
a red heart level
from ann
4 harvest spirites.


damn
damn
damn.
and now i'm
playing it
-again-


went to lot 1
to return cds.
and get some
stuffs at
popular.
damn long queue
all thanks to
the school
re-opening soon.
and there's this
lady in the queue
and damn it,
she's in front
of me.
she bought like
the whole shop
for probably her
10 children.
she make the
queue wait and
probably pissed too.


damn her.
i was like
the queue ain't
moving.
anyways, got
myself a tweety
writing pad.
haa damn cute.
but still,
i don't know why
tweety like somehow
connected to
-pink-
haa.
the writting pad
is like totally pink
bleh.


byes..
off to study??
probably..

no one.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005
10:41 PM;
sigh
like what's wrong
with the world?
when things
are just the
way we wanted
the way we plan
there's always be
problems around


sigh.
what a life
i'm leading now
is just what i wanted
of course, a few
meetings with my
girls will make
my life perfect
for one moment.
but i just don't
have the chance
to live a perfect
moment


well, i can
say,
happiness are
not meant for me.
my life is filled
with nothing but
down moments.


just when things
were fine,
are fine,
all these
have to appear
out of nowhere.


need a break
=/

no one.

Monday, December 19, 2005
9:04 AM;
haa
i just finish
harvesting
haa.
i got 4 jewel
of truth.
yay!
i got ann's
heart at
red level
big yay.
i've bought the
kitchen!!!


very soon
will expand my
house for the
second time le.
yay.
then can marry
ann!!!
muhahhaha.
but i missed
the stoopid
horse race!!!


damn it..


feeling hungry
shall go get
food.
sigh.
i'm so sleepy
*yawns*

no one.

Saturday, December 17, 2005
10:39 PM;
hee hee
me lurrrbbee
my day today
happy happy
me =)


i met him at
lot one around
12.30 to go town
with him and
his friends
his two friends
are so irritating.
bully me 24/7.
haa.


head to town.
walked around
far east and taka.
then met
lian huat's gf
for lunch


then, we went
to cineleisure
to play pool
i almost fall
asleep watching
them play.
=x
cause i don't know
how to play!!!!
haa haa.
after pool, they
start playing at
the arcade.
i'm like.
my god.
my first time
out with all guys.
so this is what
they do when
they have
guy's day out.
all they do is
play play play.
and when they walk,
they just walk
around without
going into the
shop.
unlike us girls
all shops sure
we visit =)


finally, game
time's over.
one of them
went home.
so left 3.
head to heeren
to get my belt.
and again,
i ask them if
they have white.
but they don't.
so i end up
buying brown.boo.


then, we went
to wheelock place
to have coffee
at starbucks.
on the way,
they happen to
saw this car called
lamborghini i think.
they start taking
pictures
sigh, guys!!!.
they having fun
taking pictures,
i down there
bathing in the rain.
had coffee, crap about,
walked back to
paragon to meet
lian huat's gf again.


then, me and him
went home =)
as we walked home,
he said he got good news
and it was :
he's promoted to
year 2 and allowed
to continue his
studies. but this
time he has to pass
everything.
at that point of time,
i was so happy
that i cried.
this time i make
sure he study
with me at
least once a week.


so, since he's
back to school,
i asked him
have he thought
about how to
propose to me.
then he was like
proposing in the
a kidding manner.
crap =)
i asked him,
what are you
going to propose
to me with?
i thought normally
people propose with
flower or ring.
so i was expecting him
to say either one
of this.
but he end up
saying
-i will propose
you with my life-
*melt melt*


and just that,
he made my day.
even some things
make me angry,
his words keep
me smiling
till now...

no one.

10:30 AM;
phew
finally i've passed
up the freaking
project.
now feel so free
but still left
one BIS assignment
over the break.
but yeah,
its ok.
not so tough.


i was playing
harvest moon
just now.
cool.
ann's heart is
now green!!!!
yeah yeah.
=)))
but now, it's
time to find money.
i bankrupt already
cause i bought
the 5000 vase.
now i'm left with
40000++
so poor.
and i need
woods to expand
my house!!!
=)))


ok.
i shall go
eat breakfast
now.
hee hee
=)))))

no one.

Thursday, December 15, 2005
9:58 PM;
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS


argh.
corny shucks!!!
she keeps
adding pages.
can't she stick
to one?
fish cake.


now i feel like
there's tons of
pages to do la.
freak her.
doubt can be
finished by
tomorrow.
oh boy.
this feeling shucks


however,
he made my
day today.
so yeah, i don't
feel so terrible.


but still,
sigh.
screw corny!!!

no one.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005
10:43 PM;
oh boy.
another terrible
day of mine.


just feeling so
so so down
today
why?
no idea.


now i need to
do my project
and worst of all
i've got no
MOOD


life shucks!!!
i mean it.
i don't feel loved
by anyone.
watsup with that?
watsup with me?
i feel like i'm
facing this
whole world
alone -


sigh.
i'm looking for
love,
care,
comfort.
which i know
it'll never
be with me
-never-

no one.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005
10:43 PM;
haa.
what a day today.


met him again.
we watched
CHICKEN LITTLE!!


muhahha.
it's so funny
and cute.
i like the
little fishy!!!


anyways,
i went school
today.
went extra early
to meet ruz
cause she's
holding on to
my report!!
reached atrium.
met pig -.-
muhahah.
crap about and
she went on
STUDYING.
man
she's actually studying.
i've got to start too


12 plus start
walking to
class.
today's class
is crap!!
i was forced to
give a speech.
and my topic was
pathetic, i can say.
role : daughter
audience : parents
topic : convince
them to increase
your allowance -
what the?
i've never seen
any kids
giving a speech
to their parents
to increase allowance.
like how do i
start with?
good morning
mom and dad?
do you mind
increasing my
allowance before
i bug you for
extra money?
lame.
so basically,
you can say
i crap in front
of the class.
so paise.


went to meet
him to watch
chicken little.
told him i got
this thingy to
receive a free
make-up product
and if possible
free facial.
and he was like
-you no need
facial, you are
nice this way-
ok.
sweet comments
glad to hear that.
=)))
lots of smile there.

no one.

Monday, December 12, 2005
7:57 PM;
fark it
i'm pissed
bloody pissed


or shall i say
down
i'm down.
i'm pissed.
i'm both!!!


my life is
sadness.
when can i
really have
some peace
and happiness??


did anyone ever
think about what
are they going to
say?
whether they
hurt the other
party or not?


fark it
fark it
and
fark it!!!!


i'm feeling so
so down.
thanks for being
my guest when
you said those
words.
you made my day.

no one.

Sunday, December 11, 2005
3:28 PM;
feeling so
out
of
place

=(

no one.

Saturday, December 10, 2005
9:00 PM;
hee hee.
today is a
extra happy day.
=))))))
haa.
that's for
lots and lots of
smile =)


what's on today?
early in the morning,
i met him to
go to the gym.
halfway running
he approached
me and say that
we find pig and jin de
after this.
i'm like shocked.
and of course happy,
to meet my girl.


when i reached the place.
i saw her.
haa.
we walked slowly
then start running
and hugging.
haa.
like movies
=/
forgot to mention
i met ravi too
haa haa.
that was the first happiness.


i'll survive this.haa.





second was,
i don' know why
he was extra
extra sweet today.
he was like just so sweet.
asked me
-what if i leave him one day-
i'm like shocked.
he normally don't ask that.
ok. i don't know.
he was just extra
sweet today.
this was the second happiness


but of course,
something happen.
haa.
i trip twice on
the way home,
in front of him
argh!
so paise!!!
and hurt my
poor little hand.
=(
=x


and he was like
please don't fall
when i go home.
so sweet.


anyways, latest addiction:
mariah carey ft
joe 98 degrees
thank god i've found you


(Mariah)
I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life


(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby
I'm so thankful I found you


(Joe)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me
I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life


(Chorus - all)


-Bridge- (Mariah & Joe)
See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way


(Chorus - all)


(Mariah)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you


sweet~
i sang this with him
just now during the part
when it says
-until you saved my life-
he was like
i saved yours??
more like you save mine
=))
sweeeeet
=))

no one.

Friday, December 09, 2005
9:18 PM;
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you


-words from-
Thank God I Found You
sang by:
Mariah Carey ft Joe (98 degrees)

no one.

8:20 PM;
today.
today's cool.
i went down
to orchard
with ruz.
we went to
get some people
present and
do some shopping.
i think she'll
kill me and will
never go out
for shopping
with me
ever again.


haa.
i make her went
up and down
at heerens
den make her
walk from
far east to heeren
and back to
far east
=x


till then, we
decided to go
to lot one.
i've got stuffs
to buy there.
cool.
=))


but on the
way home,
something happen
it turns me off.
and then,
poof,
all my shopping
mood's gone.
i don't wish
to talk about it
here.
the more i think
the more pissed
i am.
so just
shhhush.
and i'm still
pissed.
f*** it.


lastly,
i am terribly
mishing my girls.
mish them
loads and loads.
how many weeks
since we last meet.
a month?
that should be it.
or maybe
even longer
=(
mish them





yesh,
i mish
these gals.

no one.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005
8:59 AM;
yesterday,
what about yesterday.
nothing.
haa haa
i'm just
here to post
some pictures
-again-
taken by ME
muhahaha..


shadow bird


shadow doggie??


shadow wolf??


shadow hand(mine and his)

shadow leg (mine and his)


shadow love

no one.

Monday, December 05, 2005
9:54 PM;
bored
me
bored

my friendster
is taking a
long time to
load. reason:
don't know

must be some
stupid IT stuffs

and yeah
i forgot to
talk about
watching hindi
movie yesterday.

watched
kal ho naa ho
-what if there's no tomorrow-
lovely movie
my all times
favourite.
i don't know
why i'll cry
everytime
i watch this movie.

i cry during
the part when
she asked
"why do you
love me so much?"
arh!!!
so sweet.

is there such
guys around
still?
questions.
anyways i've
not done my
report yet.
i'm screwed
i'm dead.
and i've exceed
the words.
worst.
=/

no one.

2:58 PM;

ok
shall blog
about yesterday
and today.

yesterday, last
paper for my
religious exam
cool
so me and him
went down to
suntec to
walk around
and also
survey some
christmas present.

he brought me
to some exhibition
at suntec level 6.
it was a sport expo
it was cool
i saw people
playing inline hockey
they were like
skating here
and there as if
they were walking
they are fast.
sweep here
sweep there
and score.
cool.
i bug him to
bring me to
more of such
expo.
if only i know
how to skate,
i would have
play too =(

and after that
we went to
esplanade.
they seems to
have lots of event
there.
some malay event
going on.
and yesterday was
the last day.
as i was standing
at the bridge
between esplanade
and merlion,
i took some
pictures.
and i never
realise that
singapore was
that beautiful.
fullerton hotel
(not sure of spelling =x)
looks like some
cruise ship
stuck on one
island
we had dinner
there too
here are
some of the
pictures taken :

some unknwon craft found at esplanade
and today,
me and my
crazie classmates
went down to
KAP for mac lunch
and somehow,
we went nuts
or maybe not we,
only me
i went nuts.
i keep taking
crazie
retarded
pictures of me
and them.


had laughs.
and went back
to school
for the last
lesson of the day
=) )


no one.

Sunday, December 04, 2005
12:47 PM;
bleh
mp3's down!!!!!

ok.
that shucks.

it was flat when
i reached home.
so i try to
charge it.
but my laptop
can't detect
the freaking thing!!!
so i called the
creative people
he said try
some other computer.
or else,
i'll have to send it
over for checking.

my god.
days without
music.
how's that possible!!!

no one.

Saturday, December 03, 2005
9:22 PM;
i don't know
what i'm feeling

i've been reading
the freaking
book for the whole
day and yet
my brain
contains nothing!!!!

there's goes
tomorrow.
i'll screw the
paper up
and back to
the same
torture chamber
next year.
help.
i'm not
concentrating
nothing's going
inside my head.

!!!!!!!

help!!!

no one.

10:39 AM;
just
feeling
so
empty
-again-

no one.

Friday, December 02, 2005
11:49 AM;
muhaha
i watched saw 2
already!!!!

ok
i think it rox!
although it's sick
it keeps you in
suspense
cool
and there's
still a twist
in the story.

and this time,
we get to see
the killer.
but still
unexpected twist.

i went to watch
it with him
and we took
neoprints!!!
after so long!!!
and went eat pizza
we try the new
seafood supreme
it was delicious..
yum yum

no one.