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Sunday, February 26, 2006
12:08 PM;
sups
how long has it
been since i
blog?
almost a week.


well,
nothing much
have been
happening.
had papers
yesterday.
kinda hard though.
can't believe i was
in the same exam
hall with pig.


remind me of
the sec school
times when we
all stuck in the
same hall trying
to do our best
for the papers
sigh.
those were the
days =)


now i'm
mugging again
for the next paper.
the last paper
and then,
i'm free!!!

no one.

Monday, February 20, 2006
11:43 PM;
and so...
the game was
passed on to
by joanne..
haa haa.


i'm suppose
to post 5 weird
things about
myself!!!
i'm not weird!!!
blah blah blah.


so i just crap
about and
came up with
this:
1) i'm retarded!!!
2) i will not bother
to comb my hair
or whatsoever in
the morning if
i got no plans
to go out that day
3) i make weird
noise and reactions
(my classmates
say so)
4) i talk to myself
A LOT
5) confession :
I'M NOT WEIRD!!!


ok.
i played the
game.
and i will
not pass it on
=))
bleh!!!

no one.

Sunday, February 19, 2006
9:39 PM;
MUGGING

hate mugging.

i just realised
i'm only
left with
6 days
to my paper.

crap.
hate mugging.
especially when
i don't understand
a thing.
argh!!!

watched fearless.
was ok.
rated by me
3/5
hee hee.
still wondering
why is it NC16.
i don't think
it's soooo violent
compared to
SAW.
if it's rated
NC16,
i think SAW
should be rated
M18.

anyways,
who cares.
byes.
off to mugging?

no one.

Thursday, February 16, 2006
9:37 PM;
down with fever
down with running nose
down with cough
down with sore throat

oh boy!!!
don't you just
hate getting
so so so sick.

this shucks.
i was stuck
at home
whole day
of today.
did nothing.
a bit of
UID,
get bored of it.
shall continue
doing it tomorrow

SHUCKS!!!!

no one.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006
10:43 PM;
HAPPY
VALENTINE"S
DAY!!!


muahaha
the day is here.
well,
basically,
this day is not
only for couples.
it is also for
friendship.
and again,
i'm sowwie
to leave the
valentine presents
for the girls
at home.
sowwie girls.

ok what actually
happened today?

as per normal,
we both woke
up late.
so end up
met later then
seven!!!
he brought me
to pasir ris park
by the beach
there.
take photos
write on the
sand
play with water
most of all,
he taught me
how to fly
a kite!!!!
it's not that
hard though.
but his kite
was stuck at
the tree
(it slipped
out of his hand)

then,
we rushed
home to meet
the other 3 couple
after eating,
we went to cck park
to surprise them
with a cake!!!
yum yum!!!

with a naggy mum,
i had to leave early.
sowwie again.
but as he walked
me home,
i forced him to
tell me a story
of him and me
while i opened
up the presents
and he ended
his story with
"our story begins here"
at the same
time i finish
unwrapping the
presents.

it was only then
i realised
he wrote it all
in the book,
with pictures
and words

=))))
touchedddd!!!!
enjoyed this day=))))

photos:



080804 i love you (by him)

written by him too =)


the two hearts at downtown east


our footprints (his remain in my heart =))


our legs!!!

he loves me.i love him too =)


no one.

Sunday, February 12, 2006
10:55 PM;
and again
i'm trying to
breathe.

when will
things stop
when will
things end

i'm damn lost
now.
what did i do?
what did i not do?
craps

why am i
feeling damn
crappy now.

are we
really losing
it?
please tell me
we're not.
tell me it's
a dream

and again..
i'm breathing..

no one.

11:49 AM;
i hope
i'm still
breathing.

cause, at this
very second.
i just feel
like dying.

i don't know
what's wrong.
i don't know
what went wrong.

i don't know
what's wrong
with me
when i just
screwed everything
up.
i basically
don't know
what am i doing

i don't know
why i'm here
i don't know
why i smile
i don't know
why i cry
i don't know
why i'm pissed

i don't know
ANYTHING!!!

i'm just feeling
so weak
so helpless
so alone
so out of place
so lost
so confused
so down
so lifeless...

no one.

12:41 AM;
went visting
with the whole
gang for
CNY visiting

went to pig's
then mr khoo
then leonard's granny
then veron's!!!

after that, we
ate pizza
and also
of course
photo taking!!!


that's be!!!


jeannie me


me tess (finally)


me tess be


is it something wrong with my eyes or is the right cup really slimmer


pig be


the loooooong pizza hut table =)

no one.

Thursday, February 09, 2006
4:09 PM;
breaks

my heart breaks

it breaks
when i see
you like that
it breaks when
you're moody
it breaks
even more
when you're not
telling me anything
it breaks
when you pushed
me away

it just breaks
my heart

please,
tell me something
i'll be there
i'll try to help
just say something.
don't make
me restless.
i'm here dying
to hear just
one word from
you...

no one.

Monday, February 06, 2006
2:36 PM;
i'm pissed
so pissed!!!

pissed off with
someone in
my group.
so so pissed.

1st reason :
i don't know
what's his problems
like scolding me
for no reason
giving me attitude
when he feels like
i thought i felt
guilty when
i heard what my
classmates told me.
but now,
i don't think i
regret my actions.
yes i was giving
him attitude
and no,
i don't regret
my actions
after all,
he deserve all
the attitude

2nd reason:
he didn't do much
for our group
project.
when we all
were dying trying
to put things right,
adjusting here and
there,
he was in class
playing games,
surf net.
damn pissed off.
in the peer
assessment,
i gave him a 6
out of 10.
i was thinking,
was i too cruel
and again no.
i was right to
give him that
or maybe i should
just give a 5

3rd reason :
when the whole
project was screwed
when the whole
team was worried
he was in class
surfing net.
and if he surf
on something that
could at least
helpes us,
i wouldn't be
angry but he
was basically
surfing some
unnecessary stuffs
when lesson
was over,
my group was
discussing on
how to adjust it.
but he was packing
gettin ready to
leave the class.

screw you!!!!!
so pissed la.
early in the
morning, i came
to school
he was sitting in
my place and
i NICELY
asked him
to get back to
his seat.
and his reply
was so damn
rude
and after all
the attitude he
gave to me,
he dare to say
i give attitude.

hate him!!!!

no one.

2:29 PM;
I LOVE SIN EE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE TESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

written by ng sin ee
cause,
she was there
when i was trying
to blog..
crap..

but anyways,
i do love you all..

no one.

8:53 AM;
another retarded creation


my sis


ruz!!!!..haa haa..

no one.

Thursday, February 02, 2006
10:39 PM;
I want to stare into your eyes and never look away;
I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me it's okay;
I want to kiss with a passion that only we can share,
and when it all falls down I want you to be there.

dear,
i'm glad to
have you
around =)

thanks for
being there.
thanks for
making me
feel better

darling girls,
thanks for the
encouragements
thanks for
being there

I LOVE YOU ALL

no one.

10:40 AM;
how do i
describe
CRAZINESS

it is when
i'm stuck for
OOP!!!
i hate programming.
i was half
excited knowing
i ALMOST finish
with my codes
so, i start
moving on to
the additional features

BUT,
looking at it,
hearing my friend's
explaination,
my mood was
gone!!!

i don't feel
like doing it.
but it's 15%
i bet it worth
more than 15%.

this is simply
craziness.
it is almost
impossible to do.
die die die.
i'm dead!!!!!!

hate programming!!!!

no one.