NO ONE

Friday, September 30, 2005

10:31 PM;

today is a very
-crappy- day i shall say.
went to work this morning.
and got cramps during work.
wahaha.
i just sat in the office till the shop close =)

i went home,
prepare to go out with my gal.
we went jurong point
to watch the corpse's bride.
but sadly it was at 715.
so we went to eat instead.
and since i was dying to eat pasta,
we went pizza hut to eat.
and there's this cute guy
standing at the front.
god, he's cute.
but too bad.
he's too short.
haa.
and that pig started to say something
which is never true..
haa.

we got into the cinemas.
and watched the movie.
cool...
johnny depp!!!
irresistible..(hope it's the right spelling)
the movie is sweeeeeeeeet..
i think soo..

and we went to 7-11.
to get milo freeze.
when i started to slip
and pig went like
nnnoooooonoonooo
haa.i laughed.
should have record that.
it's the best alarm.
=)
she'll kill me for this.

anyways pig,
i had fun todae =).
see you around
-soon-

no one.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

11:37 PM;

that is like one week since i update
haa.
so long.
holiday and yet no time.

anyways, i just came back from my class chalet
which happened on mon and tues.
we went to east coast for a bbq
and
stayed overnight there.
fun.with justin and larry around.
there should be more outings.
for my class.
but.
i'm not going to organize it.
never.
this is the first and the last.
on the way home from east coast,
i fell at orchard.
so embarassing.
and i sprained my ankle.
and thank god it was ok the next day
(cause i've got work)

i was the caller for yesterday night.
ok.
it was not so busy.
and tonight,
i was the caller -again-
but to think of it,
the more i work as a caller,
the more i'm good at it.
hans said i did well today
*applause* for me =)
tomorrow,
last day of work
for this week!!!!
yay!!!

and.
i had a date tomorrow.
with my piggie.
hee hee.
finally dating my lesbian partner.
it has been a very very long time
since i date her.
haa haa.
can't wait!!!

and as for him.
lately i've been feeling very lonely.
i've got no idea why.
maybe cause i've not been seeing him.
and he's been very busy with his life.
we just talked a while yesterday.
and today.
he has yet to call me.
sob sob.
i want this feeling to go away.
i've been feeling kinda crappy.
thanx to this.
and i'm sure when we didn't meet.
he know i'm missing him.
all i wanted was to hear something sweet
and comforting.
but it's not going to happen here.
sigh.
going 12.
and still not a ring.
i shall just go sleep.
he probably won't even call.
mama-mia.
=)
i'm fine =)
i shall not wait anymore..

no one.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

12:56 PM;

hie hies =)

finally i watch movie after so long.
i watched it yesterday.
i watched the sound of thunder.
it's scary though.
good movie.
cool.
scary for me.
they make the beast appear all of sudden.
shocked me.
=x

and there's a good movie coming out too.
doom.
yeahs.
wanna watch that.
it seems like there's a lot of movie to watch.
money money.

and sad sad.
my phone bill increase
-again-
boy.
this had to stop.
i better not be spending.
argh.
there goes my hair.
there goes my shopping.
for this month.
sob sob =(

no one.

Monday, September 19, 2005

10:26 PM;

so.
it has been a busy week
-a very busy one-

i'm working for the past few days.
so tired.
too tired to go online.
and for my gals,
sowwie i can't make it on sat night.
so sowwie.
i'll definitely see you guys around
soon.
=)

so,
i went out with larry and joanne todae
to book a bbq pit
for my class
at east coast.
they cancel the chalet thingy
and decided to just bbq instead.

and joanne, being the joker
definitely make us laugh
i was just asking if they find
this sentence farnie
-i throw the rubbish in the dustbin.-
and we are like in the bus
and you know what she said.
"the problem is here got dustbin mehs"
big joker.

we had laughs.
especially with joanne around.

past few days
have been working.
really tired.
and that stupid hans.
argh.
i swear i could just kill him you know
irritating.
supervisors.argh
hate him
bleh =)

i'm bored.
now.but i gotta go
can't blog anymore.
nature's call..

no one.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

12:00 PM;

kays.
firstly,
smiles =)

feel so tired after a day of work.
got 3 new ppl in my work place
azura, shu hui (i think so), afiq
met azura yesterday.
cool.we had laughs.
and stuffs.
yesterday i was in the stoopid kitchen the whole day.

morning i was doing the drinks and dessert.
at first the shop was empty till 12.20.
when all the hungry monkeys come in.
it got so busy, till i can't even help yu long.
sowwie =)
and when it's about 1.20
the whole shop was so dead.
cause
there's no one.
haa
farnie.
one moment empty
the other busy.
and empty again.

in the afternoon.
like normal.that stoopid hans
wanna torture me.
he made me the caller yesterday.
god.it was hell.
it was busy.but you know what.
black olive rice.
i'm suppose to put chicken on it.
but i forgot.
cause it's too busy.
i missed two plates.
one big one small.
lucky the customer didn't like complain or something
why is there no chicken in here?
haa.
but think the rest is o-k-a-y.
and hans keep saying i can.
which is soooo wrong.
he want to make me weekend caller.
help!!!!
crap.
i hate him.

anyways, i feel so glad.
to be working again.
in this 2 months of holidays.
or else.
i'll be dying of boredom.
sob sob.

and definitely, i'm waiting for
SOMEONE
to take the initiative
to book the freaking chalet
and i'm not going to book it.
supposedly, it was someone's else job
but that someone doesn't seem to care.
i'm not going to care.
cause i've done my part in asking the girls.
so someone better do something.
just don't tell me it is cancel.
i'm not going to ask in the future anymore.
hate it when this happen.
shucky.
crap.

no one.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

3:46 PM;

[CHORUS:]
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

[VERSE 1:] Everything I dream about
Everything I talk about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowin' that you don't feel the same way
Watchin' it bring tears to your eyes

[CHORUS:]

[VERSE 2:] All the words I sing about
All the letters I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
Is when I get closer to you
I know there's someone else
He is only thinking of himself
It doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely

[CHORUS:]

[BRIDGE:]
Let me be the one
You share your hopes and dreams with
You'll never be alone again cause
I will hold you endlessly
Please don't be afraid to let
Your broken heart guide you
Into these open arms
I long to surround you

[BREAKDOWN:]
Baby, if you were mine
I'd be your everything
You'd be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you were the only one
That I could ever want

[CHORUS:]

title: if you were mine
artist: marcos hernandez

just found this song.todae.
happen to hear it in the morning.
from perfect 10.
like it.love it.
rox on! yeahs =)

no one.

Friday, September 09, 2005

10:26 PM;

firstly,
sowwie cause i blog again
- toodae -
so shoorie..

but i really got something to share.
to those who know malay.haa.
and nothing against other religion.
i'm just - sharing.
i'm just back from some religious class.
and there's something i wanna share.
i really hope i can share it with you guys
but -
my english not so good.
so yeah.
i'll blogging in malay.
for the first time.

so,
let's start
bismillah
i studied about 'keagunan allah'.
tanya diri kita sendiri.
pernahkah kita perhatikan kejadian semulajadi ini.
tertulis di dalam al-quran:
-perhatikanlah semua yang di langit dan di bumi.-
orang-orang barat yang telah banyak mengkaji
tentang-tentang alam semulajadi.
apa yang istimewa?
dari kajian mereka, jika kita dapat perhatikan betul-betul,
'molecule' air, mempunyai perkataan allah.
'molecule' ikan, mempunyai perkataan yassin.
'molecule' air yang telah 'dibaca' [you should know what it means]
berbeza dengan yang air biasa.

tertulis di dalam al-quran:
-perhatikan 19..-
pernah seorang guru matematik bertanya dirinya
apakan dengan nombor 19?
cuba perhatikan garisan di jari-jari kita.(bukan ibu jari)
tiga garis bukan?
cuba bengkokkan jari itu.
perhatikan - 4 'angles'.
and ibu jari kita hanya ada 3.
campurkan. (4*4)+3 = 19
apa yang 19?
bismillah - mempunyai 19 huruf
cuba lihat tangan kita.rapatkan jari.
nampak apa?
perhatikan - huruf allah di situ.
dan kenapa makan dengan tangan kanan?
tangan kanan mempunyai 3 'enzymes'
yang boleh mengalirkan
darah yang 'baik'.

pernah seorang doktor di amerika
mangkaji mengenai cara sembahyang kita.
yang suka sujud lama
cara mereka berlainan dari yang biasa.
lebih bijak, lebih sopan santun.why?
kenapa perlu bersujud?
setelah mengkaji -
apabila kita sujud, ada satu urat saraf
di mana darah kita mengalir ke otak
dan membaiki (as in improve)
cara permikiran kita.
oleh sebab itu,
orang yang sujud lama,
berakhlak lebih mulia.
lepas itu, doktor itu masuk Islam
dan membuka klinik bernama
'Al-Quran'.

kejadian tsunami yang berlaku.
kenapa semua bangunan di situ hancur
kecuali
masjid yang terdiri.
kenapa?
di sinilah kita dapat lihat keagunan allah.
pernah lihat cara air di dalam sink berpusing?
caranya - anti-clockwise.
sama dengan cara kita bertawaf.

after this class, i was somehow
enlighten.
i want to know more about these stuffs.
i want.and i will.
it is proved. [tentang kebesaran allah]

syukur alhamdulillah
amin.

no one.

12:17 PM;

i MISH him =(
haa.
don't know why.
jus met yesterday.but.
sigh sigh sigh.

and.

i MISH school.
first time i'm missing school.
there's nothing for me to do at home.
a reason why i'm blogging - always.

and definitely.

i MISH my friends.
wah =( sobx.

and i just wake up anyways.
a bit late.
haa.
but what do you expect during the holidays?
slept late yesterday.
about 3 plus going to four.
wonder what was i doing?
nothing - basically,
staring at walls and
mirrors [ kays, that's scary but i can't help it. it's in front of me ]
kept hearing noises
which makes me so awake.
or maybe.
was it something else.
i felt incomplete.
maybe because of missing,
him
school
and friends.

i don't know.
anyways,
i finished reading the book.
in two days.
haa.
it was nice and imaginative.
but i wonder what happen to abbie and nathan?
wonder if they get together in the end.
heex.
kays, i'm being naughty.

gotta go now.
helping mum with some cleaning up.
=)
byes..

wondering..
nothing to write.
yet i think i wrote a lot.
kays, i'm crapping.
- again - ..

no one.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

8:40 PM;

hies =)
_xXx_
*smiles*
[-huggies-]

kays i don't know what with that.
todae is such a boring day.
well, now that the holidays have just started
bored bored bored.
bored to death.

anyways,
glad for me,
i went to the library todae.
borrowed a book written by susan davis.
titled : mad, bad and totally dangerous.
cool book.got me holding on to it the whole evening.
well, i just stop reading.now.
it is about three girls who went for some job at some poetry festival.
where they met this bloke.and one of them was crazie about him.
while the other two, having some not-so-good feeling about the bloke,
they somehow notice that he actually ermx doesn't - exist.
as in doesn't exist in the 21st century.
well, they tried to explain to the friend of theirs, which obviously not believing a single word.
i stop right there.shall continue reading it later.

actually quite an 'empty' day to blog.
nothing to blog about anyways.
i'm bored, i'm bored and i'm bored.
i'm doomed.
bored to death.
i'm stuck in this torture chamber.
bored =(

what's there for me to blog todae??
oh ya.met alfred.er.my camp DH.
met him in the bus.wearing the eleans t-shirt.
for some reason, i was wearing it too.
probably that's why he noticed me.haa.

kays.i know i'm crapping.
i shall stop talking now.
and shall leave.
hee hee.
byes.

*smiles* =)
_xXx_

no one.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

7:49 PM;

hies =)
_xXx_
*smiles*
[-huggies-]

kays.finally exams are over.but this week is like my dooms week or something.
firstly, on monday was my math paper.which i think i won't do well =(
i mean i know how to do it.
but when i open the paper, i remembered nothing.
okay.
i'm dead.

when i got home, i wanted to play my need for speed.
so, i on my lap top.
and guess what i found.
nothing that can ever describe in words.
all i can say is that.
my lap top was -
SCREWED!!!
it can never go to windows which i don't know why.
with my little itchy hands, i tried something.
which totally make it worst.
now my lap top is like a brand new one.
nothing inside.
no pictures [my aaron samuel wallpaper!!!]
no music
no movies
no games
no assignments [glad its over]
and when i on my com.on the desktop got nothing,
but one icon -
the recycle bin haa :D
so pissed.

so yesterday, i tried to study.
but no music.
so, i can't really concentrate.
so i guess, i screw my today's paper.
cause, i only start studying this morning =x
so dead. so grounded.

but todae, i went walk around the whole orchard.
to get someone something =x
me and ruz pratically when the whole orchard when actually
we are only suppose to go to plaza singapura.
from ps, to heeren, then far east and then back to heeren.
sp tiring.
bought flip flops.
ruz bought the same one too.
like it.
and i don't know why.
i felt complete today.
i finally got something
as in a place.
to get my hair done.
haa
i'm gonna do something to my hair.
but anyways, i had fun todae.
and tired. so tired.

no one.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

10:38 PM;

hies =)
*smiles*
_xXx_

felt so relieved.now that i'm done with my demo.
no more demo.
no more programming.
no more html codes.
now all the math formula are in my head [hope shooo =x..]
and the com parts, linux.oh boy.
why does this thing on earth have to contain so many strange stuffs.

mugging - todae =)
but i think - think - nothing went in.
this is so freaking bad.
left one last chapter which contains this Z table.
help help help.
can someone just help =/

its okae.i'll take it through this thing
3 days more.and holidays!!! =)
*smiles smiles*
nothing much actually, but the urge - who can stop yeah?
okaes =
i'm blogging crap.
i shall leave now.in peace.haa.
=)
*smiles smiles*
_xXx_

no one.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

9:39 PM;

HAPPIE TEACHERS' DAE =)
haa.
well, i went back to sec school yesterday.missed those days.
when we all were monkey-ing around.haa.crapping and talk nonsense.
and definitely breaking rules.like normal.getting into trouble.all those
happie days and moment.and definitely,i met my friends.haa.it has been
forever ever since i met them.mish you guys already =x.
thought it'll be hard after all that happen.but it turn out to be surprisingly easy
to get along together again.anyways tess, u forgot to return my costume and i
forgot to ask.haa.i met nizam.it has been a while since i chatted with him.he let me
taste his own made cookies.nice though =)
[which make me think it wasn't him who baked it =x]
met karen and gang.she performed for teachers' dae.god.she got nice voice.
must hire her to be my walking radio =).and she's so freaking cute.haa.she cried
after watching the video clip that she made for the teachers, about all the happie moments
he class spent together.seeing her.i felt like cryin too =(.sob sob
i mish school.and after all.i'm so glad that at least all my teachers remember me.haa

well,lets get to todae.very bad day.and i had a bad day.when my whole head is spinning around.
didn't go school todae.stupid headache i got.why can't it just go away.bleh :P
and for ruz, i'm so sorry that i didn't tell you that i'm not coing for school
i fell asleep.sowwie.

tomorrow.i have to go to school.definitely.got demo.
crap the demo.and next week is exam week.have fun- struggling.haa
kays.think thats all i've got after years i didn't blog.haa.lame =)

some pictures that i took yesterday..

my piggy face =)

piggy and chicky =)

my walking radio.haa.. =)

eat only..=x

the 4 crazie bratzzz =)

LOVE YOU GUYS! MISH YA!!!

no one.