Thursday, July 28, 2005
8:56 AM;
-and again-i'm at fault huh?not really.i seemed to be at fault.i mish them.but how could they just conclude that yeah..that i forget about this friendship.mans.i don't think that will ever happen.i may not talk abt it.since when i talk about what i really feel anyways.guess they know me enough to know this fact.but deep in my heart they are always there.it never fades.how could they ever think its fading.why things just had to turn out to be this way.yeah yeah.my fault.i didn't take the initiave riteee?didn't ask them about how are they doing and stuffs.but yeah.it's the same.it goes to them tooo.they didn't ask anything either.missed me?wanna know how i'm doing?why read my blog-talk to me.i never say blog is just for my poly friends.they are my poly friends too ritee [we are in the same poly].its just that i feel that a online diary, it still a diary.you know what i mean.its best if no one knows.i mean this is my feelings..yeah yeah.whatever zie.i always wanted to go out with them.well, at least i do.i'm looking forward to it.but yeah.i know how busy i am now.i don't even have time for myself.and yeah.my fault-duh.we had so much time together.how can i ever forget about that?how can i ever forget about the havoc we make making cookies for mummy, struggling in art classes, and all the other crazy moments we had.we went through a lot together.all the crazy and sad days.yeah yeah.my fault.what else could it be ritee.yeah.bet this thing.will never end.
no one.