Saturday, October 08, 2005
5:28 PM;
argh!!!
ok.
i hate meeee!!!!!
i don't know why.
argh.
like what the hell
is so wrong today.
nothing was ever right.
argh!!!
talk about him.
he was talking to me fine
on thursday.
joking here and there.
talk about the happy stuffs.
yesterday no calls.
but it wasn't surprising.
cause he told me he's going to
some bbq.
and i wasn't expecting any either
thinking he'll be home late.
so i told him today i was working
only for the morning shift.
thinking and hoping that
he might call me as soon as i
finish my work.
oh well, at least a missed call.
and half of me was also
hoping he was there
to fetch me.
but no calls when clock
struck3 .
one disappointment.
he's nowhere in sight
2nd disappointment.
called him.
and his tone was
ok seriously speaking
his tone was
-pissing me off-
like he wasn't happy to hear
my voice.
i mean like what the heck
one moment you were fine with me
and another.
you're like - argh!!!!
whatever!!!!!
big WHATEVER!!!!
and hans was another one.
i told ONE MONTH in advance
that i freaking want to quit
this boring job.
but he seems reluctant.
like hello.
i'm just a freaking part-timer
you can't hold me back.
hellloooo!!!!
and worst,
i'm not even one of the
best worker around.
i hate meeeeee!!!!
i hate myself!!!!
for everything.
i just hate myself!!!!
argh argh!!!!
it's such a bad day.
hattttteeeee meeeeee!!!!
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra