Saturday, October 01, 2005
11:40 PM;
-i walk alone-
from the lyrics of:
boulevard of broken dreams
sang by:
green day
perfect
beautiful
have you ever felt
that one day you'll walk alone
knowing that there's people around you
and yet
you still walk alone.
i did.
i tried to put it
far away from me
and yet
i still feel so alone.
i've never felt this alone.
never.
my world are falling apart.
maybe this whole thing have been
a mistake.
why together.
if problems just keep popping up.
when we can be more than happy as friends?
part of me
wanted him to talk to me
tell me what's going on in life
so i will understand
tell me how's his day
how he's been feeling
and another part of me
just want to be alone
in this world.
i want to be free from problems
cause i'm out of tears
to cry
and let's think about this phrase
-time heal all wounds-
i don't agree with it.
how can time heal my wounds
my scars?
how can everyone get this wrong?
imagine, i'm left alone
with all the time in the world
can i ever heal?
to think about it
i think
its love that heal the wounds.
and i'm still waiting
waiting for the love and patience.
or maybe it has been my mistake
how far can a wounded heart go?
he said he needed time.
in my view,
those who needs time
are better off left alone.
at least, then they can think straight.
but is his view like mine?
does he needs me now?
no.
he doesn't.
if he does, he would have talk to me
no.
he doesn't.
or am i living in denial.
and since lately,
he's been so busy,
too busy to even ask
how's my day.
isn't it best if i just leave him alone?
has he been busy?
or is that the oldest excuse
to avoid me?
anyways,
back to being busy
i should just stop telling him
where i go,
where am i.
he can have his time then.
and by then,
we'll be so used
living without each other
-haven't you heard that
i'm gonna be ok-
last thing.
lately i've been addicted to
baby it's you
by JOJO!!!
and part of this lyrics
i want it to go to him
You ain't got to buy nothing
It's not what I want
Baby it's You
We don't have to go nowhere
It's not what I want
Baby it's you
It's not for what you got
Cause I know you got alot
No matter what you do
You always keep it Hot
It's You,
It's You~
Baby all I want is You Yeah
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra