Friday, November 11, 2005
10:52 AM;
blogging again
mee =(
sigh my life is
sadness.
feeling down.
about everything.
firstly,
school just shucks
for now.
tons of projects.
and so on.
and nothing they taught
i ever understand.
stressing me up.
i hope i'll pass
through this semester.
secondly,
i'm just so worried.
about my friends.
and
him.
worried worried.
worries.
it just fill my day.
why can't we go
through a day
without worries?
my friends are like
having their own
relationship problem.
and i
got no idea why
it just have to affect
me soo much.
and worst
they aren't telling
me anything.
i hope things
go fine for them.
really i do.
and hope.
that things go back
to normal.
and as for him.
i've got nothing to say
i just hope he do
what he think is right
i've got nothing to say
i've said my part.
and now it's up to him
to make things right.
and all my
prayers go to him.
and for what had happen now
i hope he's strong to
pull it through.
and
hope he thinks
about it
for his own future.
and for me.
i'm not sure
what i'm really feeling
now.
just hope i'll not
go through what i had.
pray so hard.
why are all these
stressing me up.
how am i connected?
how am i involved?
why do i even get so worried?
that's not the normal me
right?
since when i get so worried?
but that's me now?
worried gal.
and nothing else.
it seems that nothing
in this world that won't
make me worry.
jus nothing.
how am i feeling.
god knows it all.
boy boy
something have to
definitely lift up
my mood.
sigh.
=(
=x
no one.