Monday, November 28, 2005
7:47 PM;
-disappointment-
that's how
i'm feeling now.
have you ever
felt that you
just want be
by his side the
whole day?
just felt that
you were missing
him crazy
and hoping
that he got
the time to spare
you though you know
he don't.
i felt it.
i don't know why.
it's just a feeling
of being there
with him.
and knowing
that he got
training today,
all i felt was sad
that he couldn't
company me.
i wasn't angry
nor did i ask
him to skip
the training.
i know it's
important to him.
have i not understand
this point for the
past few weeks?
it's just the sudden
feeling which makes
me sad and don't
feel like doing
anything.
that's all
he could always
talk me into
going home
instead of getting
pissed?
it's just that
perhaps, i need
some care
some love
was that too
much to ask?
or am i really
expecting too much
from him?
still
disappointed.
he said he
understand,
which i think
he doesn't.
still
sadness.
still empty.
sigh.
=/
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra