Tuesday, November 15, 2005
1:51 PM;
god
me stuck in school
bored
somehow finish
some stupid quiz.
so yeah,
nothing to do now.
bored.
so i blog..
guess nowadays,
my blog,
my post
sounds real down.
and it gets worst
after yesterday
night.
i don' know.
but it was him
definitely.
somehow, he said
something that hurt
my feelings.
and yeah,
thinking that he's stressed
all i can do is cry.
yeah.
cry.
tears.
sob sob.
the only thing
that filled my day.
but still,
he doesn't have to
come out with
those harsh words
does he?
i'm stressed too,
just wondering
why i'm being patient
yeah i know it's good.
but it's just not right.
that he's screaming at me
cause of stress.
and me.
remain patient.
what ever me.
just hoping
that he will
stop using those
words on me.
i'm so sad.
but he did say sorry
cause he said
now he can't really
feel anything.
at least have a
thought for me.
but yeah.
apology accepted.
cause of a reason.
i'm trying to be
understanding here.
cause he's under stress.
so,
no screams
no fights
no tears
or it'll just
make things worst.
bless me.
sadness
be my guest and
make my day.
bored.
still;
dead.
that's me now.
well, at least,
that's my life
now.
signing off,
written by,
blogged [is there such word] by,
posted by,
the whatever me =)
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra