Tuesday, November 29, 2005
10:57 PM;
what i really
wanted was
someone's care
fullstop.
but people say
you won't get
what you always
want
which seems to
be true to me
-now-
he said
my appetite has
really going from
bad to worst.
and he's kinda
pissed at the
fact that it's
getting worst
and i'm not
eating.
yeah probably
it is getting
from bad to
worst.
but has anyone
ever wonder why?
does he ever
wonder why too?
instead of just
screaming.
why not ask me
why am i not eating
am i feeling down?
or moody.
and of course,
all i did was cry.
and he didn't even
reach out his hand
to wipe my tears
give me a hug
till the last min
when i starting
to stop crying.
all i can say was
disappoinment.
but was i really
expecting too much
from him?
or was i right?
and it was
that point that
i realised i was right
all along.
i was right about
being alone and
empty.
in fact i was all
alone.
used to, now and
forever alone.
i cry alone.
walk alone
and i'm just
alone.
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra