TURN OFFS woke up in the
morning just to
listen to my
mum nagging at me.

the moment i sat
on my bed, with
those sleepy eyes,
she walked in
with a plastic bag,
took all my soft toys
on the cupboard,
put them in the bag
and dump it
in the store.

and i was like
"mum, what are you doing?"
i repeat the
same question
and she never
bother to give me
and answer.

so i asked her
again - for the last time
she said :
"your cupboard
is so dusty"
ooookay.
seriously what's
her problem.
she can always
clean it up and
put my things nicely
back in place.
there's no reason
to dump MY THINGS
in the store room.

and again,
i was too pissed
too irritated
that i don't bother
taking it back
to put it on my
cupboard.
seriously,
it's my room,
i think i can
put my things the
way i want

yeah,
and so people say
parents - they are priceless
like their kids are not.
hello
they got only
ONE daughter
named zielai bet i'm priceless too.
so why can't they
start treasuring me
and not nagging?

oh my.
they're too hard
on me now.
and i can't seem
to take it
anymore
and talking to them
is last option,
or probably,
it's even out of
the box.

oookay.
over the holidays
want me to do
some religious stuffs.
oookay
fine.
i made a point.
i remind myself
again and again.
on tuesday and thursday
morning, stay home,
there's some religious
reading to do.
wednesday afternoon
friday night,
religious class.
i do all these.
and yet,
they're never
satisfy.
like yeah,
whatever.