Tuesday, March 07, 2006
8:56 PM;
was i fading
fading far away
from you all?
c'mon.
why don't you
admit it?
we do different
activities.
if you expect me
to sit down
and watch tv
with you all,
eat dinner.
ok fine with me.
but how about
the things i WANT
to do?
who'll do it
with me?
no one.
you want me
to be there
spending time
with you.
but hey
we're not the
same person.
you don't do
what i do and
i don't do what
you do.
so should i
be the only one
to blame for this?
why don't you
instead of me
do what i like
to do?
i mean like
you know try
each other
'activities'
you said now
i rent vcds and
watch it on my
own at my laptop
and i don't bother
share it with you.
oh please.
everytime i on
my vcds you'll
watch it and fell
asleep.
cause in the first
place you don't
watch english movies
so what's the
point here?
no.
that's not the
way you wanted it.
so yeah.
i'm to blame
i'm fading
not YOU.
you always say
i'm fading from
the religion
oh for goodness
sake.
since when.
why?
by the clothes
i wear?
whatever
judge me.
i don't care.
cause no matter
what, only i
know what i do
in my life.
and so far
till this very day,
i still have strong
belief in my
religion and it's up
to you to see it
and BELIEVE it.
no one.