YESS. today's the 8th. but don't know why. i'm still feeling this way. i SHOULD be happy today. but i'm not. i'm still feeling the same. in fact i think i feel worst. worst then ever. breathe breathe breathe. argh. i can't take this anymore. sobs.
is there anyone out there. who practically understands how i feel. anyone? it's not suppose to be like this. i'm not suppose to feel this way. boy. i really couldn't take it anymore. i just want cry my heart out. someone help me please.
do you understand what i'm going through?
do you understand what i'm feeling right now?
DO YOU GET IT NOW?
that i can't take it anymore.
DO YOU?
can someone please help me through this. i'm not feeling anything anymore. all the smiles, the laughter, the happiness, is no longer there. no longer there. goooooone.
p.s : haa haa. i did something to the blog. at least now i think it looks better. as in the frreaking background is not much of a distraction anymore :). now can read easily :D
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
It's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to be
But there are facts in our lives
We can never change
Just tell me that you understand and you feel the same
This perfect romance that I've created in my mind
I'd live a thousand lives
Each one with you right by my side
But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the chance
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when your feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart
Sometimes I think that a true love can never be
I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me
Life can be cruel in a way that I can't explain
And I don't think that I could face it all again
I barely know you but somehow I know what you're about
A deeper love I've found in you
And I no longer doubt
You've touched my heart and it altered every plan I've made
And now I feel that I don't have to be afraid
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when your feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart
I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt
Held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra