Thursday, July 27, 2006
10:31 PM;
what the heck is wrong with me? can someone just do me a favour? kill me or whatsoever. just put me out of this pain! it's driving me nuts.
i saw a small little girl crying in the train just now. and right beside her was her mum, holding her tight, trying to comfort her daughter. and there i was, wishing someone was there for me too when i need them right by my side. and there i was, wishing i was just a kid and always remain one.
but this is life. we grow older, not younger. and this is life. there'll be time when life's good and there'll be time when life's bad.
i wish i could smile like normal. i wish i'm the happiest girl in the world. i wish these feelings will go far far away from me. how i wish, i know what's wrong with me. how i wish, i could be happy once again. how i wish...
no one.