Thursday, October 26, 2006
11:23 PM;
i feel like i'm such a disappointment. one week without training really making my brain rusty. i was screwing today's game. i don't know what i was doing. i don't know where to go. i was lost. really lost. and raiha had to tell me where i should go everytime the ball come to my defensive area. oh man. i felt so lousy. i took a break. not because of tired. but because i don't know what's going on. i don't know what's wrong. and after today's training, i don't know why i'm still here. i don't know why i'm still playing hockey. i don't know why.
why should i stay?
when i think, i should be leaving...
no one.