Tuesday, November 21, 2006
8:46 PM;
this will hit the 300th posts (:wow! 300! HAA HAA!
oh well, so many changes in a blink of an eye. so many things. there's so many changes and sometimes i feel as if i can't fit and adapt to these changes. felt like giving up. felt like running away. felt like disappearing away from this world.
sometimes, i want to talk to someone. but who can i really turn to? i don't know. felt like a burden to the world. ):
never like such feelings. oh please chase away these feelings. i'm afraid for the future. i really am.
and i'm nervous for friday. can i make it? or am i going to screw the game? i don't know. i'm just nervous. pull me through these 3 weeks! and he told me, if i'm afraid and scared, i've lost it all.
assignments and projects are definitely something that i can't escape in this learning world. and i'm tired of it. look at it! there's really so much things to do in such a little time.
all i know, i'm going crazy. i think i really am.
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra