Saturday, December 16, 2006
7:46 AM;
heys. yup. you guessed it right. exams are over. finally have my two weeks break now. no more exams, no schools, no tutorials, no lecture, no practicals, no codes and lastly, no more mugging. papers are oooo-kays.
yesterday, i had bbq with all the hockey peeps at harbourfront. the condo is the nicest i've seen. of course i'll post some pictures - which i decided not to after all (too little pics :x). bbq was fun. but i wasn't feeling so good yesterday. i manage to fit in (: i think so.
so christmas is coming. celebration of joy and love (:. i'm looking forward to christmas. hope to meet up with my friends.
along the way, i've created this skin myself. and i like it. totally reflects on my own feelings. i'm really looking forward to the two weeks break. and this time, i'm really taking a break. from the world. which means, i probably won't be blogging for the next two weeks. or probably, i won't even go online and stuffs like that. like what i say, i want (and I need) a break. so here goes. the only time i can disappear from the world.
and so i got two wish to complete during my hols, to go to the beach and watch a movie. fulfill my wishes (:
for those who have been tagging at my tagboard, thanks for tagging, the love, care and concern. i know i should have replied you, but i'm just out of words. but don't worry about me. i'll be fine. in two weeks. just two weeks. well, i hope so.
i promise i'll be back in two weeks. well, enjoy your hols! :) and miss me :D
no one.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
10:55 PM;
he asked twice today.
are you okay?
i say
yes i am.
i would have say no, if we were at the right time, at the right place.
but i know i'm not.
no one.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
7:57 PM;
NO!
keep hanging on!
keep going!
everything will be over soon
at least, i hope so
no one.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
10:38 PM;
CAN'T LIFE BE ANY EASIER?!
oh shucks ;
breakdown_
no one.
Friday, December 08, 2006
10:38 PM;
now. i really felt like a burden.
i'm sorry, if all this while, i was the one giving you trouble. i'm sorry.
no one.
8:20 PM;
SIGHS. sighs. let's update about life.
IVP just ended. the good thing : i can rest from hockey. the bad thing : boredom will kill me.
scores against :
ite ; 2-2 (drew)
tp ; 3-0 (won)
nyp ; 0-2 (lost)
sp ; 4-0 (won)
overall : third!
was quite happy that we got third. part of me was happy that we achieve something but part of me was quite disappointed with myself. we could have won ite or maybe score more in sp. but i guess, that's something i'm unable to do. and i admit, throughout the whole game, there's some part of it which i swear i did screw up. if i did no mistakes, we could have probably gotten second. we were just one goal away!
NEXT WEEK is common test week. in another words, study-whole-night-and-screw-paper-in-the-morning week. i'm not even done with my projects and here comes common test. and after common test, there's another assignments. omg. i just need a break from school work. feel so sick about school work. partly driving me nuts!
LAST WEEK is when the feeling was something indescribable. i don't know. it's just sometimes i don't feel belong. i thought, once again, that this feeling was long time gone. but i guess no. i still could feel it. at the bottom of my heart, i know it was there. i felt out of place. as if i'm not comfortable with the people around me. but, they were the ones i've been for years. and yet this uncomfortable feeling is just so wrong for me to feel. and it makes me feel weird and awkward. and i'm still feeling it now.
i want you to know that i'm comfortable to be the way i am. don't try changing me cause i won't. why can't you see that i''m fine the way i am?
no one.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
3:02 PM;
i'm back from my very little own family chalet (: well, of course i had fun other than getting to meet my beloved cousins. and i've been staying at aranda country club for the 2 nights. and i swear the room is much much much more posh and huge than the other chalets i've been.
and sadly, for the whole two nights i stayed there, we watch ghost movies at night, which were difficult for me to fall asleep. i kept waking up at night.
alright, i heard ite beat tp at 5-0 in the hockey match. oh boy, bad for us. we have to play damn well for the next (and last!) game! coach won't be there. ): HOW TO ASK FOR BREAKS! ):
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra