Friday, December 08, 2006
8:20 PM;
SIGHS. sighs. let's update about life.
IVP just ended. the good thing : i can rest from hockey. the bad thing : boredom will kill me.
scores against :
ite ; 2-2 (drew)
tp ; 3-0 (won)
nyp ; 0-2 (lost)
sp ; 4-0 (won)
overall : third!
was quite happy that we got third. part of me was happy that we achieve something but part of me was quite disappointed with myself. we could have won ite or maybe score more in sp. but i guess, that's something i'm unable to do. and i admit, throughout the whole game, there's some part of it which i swear i did screw up. if i did no mistakes, we could have probably gotten second. we were just one goal away!
NEXT WEEK is common test week. in another words, study-whole-night-and-screw-paper-in-the-morning week. i'm not even done with my projects and here comes common test. and after common test, there's another assignments. omg. i just need a break from school work. feel so sick about school work. partly driving me nuts!
LAST WEEK is when the feeling was something indescribable. i don't know. it's just sometimes i don't feel belong. i thought, once again, that this feeling was long time gone. but i guess no. i still could feel it. at the bottom of my heart, i know it was there. i felt out of place. as if i'm not comfortable with the people around me. but, they were the ones i've been for years. and yet this uncomfortable feeling is just so wrong for me to feel. and it makes me feel weird and awkward. and i'm still feeling it now.
i want you to know that i'm comfortable to be the way i am. don't try changing me cause i won't. why can't you see that i''m fine the way i am?
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra