Wednesday, April 04, 2007
11:46 PM;
and after each training, the feeling to quit gets stronger. everytime i'm on the court, i don't know what to do. and where to go. how to stop the balls. let alone defend. i feel so sucky after each training. people train to get better. it just seems to be the other way round for me. my push is so weak and slow ):
gawd. this is so demoralizing. ):
no one.