Wednesday, September 19, 2007
11:37 PM;
i couldn't sleep well last night as my mind couldn't stop thinking about everything.
about my past, my present and my future.
i just can't stop thinking and the phrase, "if only..." and, "what if..." keeps going through my mind. sometimes it's nice to think about these stuffs to prepare yourself for the worst. but how prepared can we get? can we bear to lose something or someone close? i can't. and so the thoughts keep flowing. and i felt worst than ever. i can't stop thinking, and i can't stop feeling like crap.
and i thought about us. i don't know how long you will stay. i don't how long will you be around. but i knew whatever happen between us was magical. one moment i felt like we had nothing in common. nothing at all. and another moment, we are finishing eah other sentences. one moment it felt like we can't connect and communicate. and another, we're telling each other every single thing. and it felt longer than ever. it felt like we know each other for so long.
and i just can't stop thinking about what's going to happen next. and i don't like the feeling.
no one.
she's someone in your life
she's someone you love <3
she'll go nasty if you make her cry.
libra