Tuesday, October 16, 2007
11:15 PM;
today, could have been any normal tuesday. but no. that wasn't the way it turned out. i woke up on time today. in fact, way before my alarm (which is my mum) rang. slowly got up, pick some clothes to wear, went to bathe, pack my bag, ate my breakfast and slack in front of the computer. again. i'm getting sick of computer. i wonder how people live their everyday life with it.
as per normal, slacking in front of the computer, accompanied by chocolates, made me rushed out of the house then. i'm always rushing due to this. once you slack, you don't feel like doing anything else. lucky for me, i wasn't wearing heels. it made walking -and running- much easier. however, i reached 5 minutes before i should. slack throughout the whole morning, till the boss found out that we got nothing to do. being nice, he told us, after lunch, he would be giving work.
went for early lunch at 1130. i ate quite a huge meal, that i'm not hungry till now. then, when i'm almost done, clarence, martina and the boss joined us for lunch. and there, we talked just like normal friends, joke, opinions, views and thoughts were shared. and for once, i used a total of one hour for lunch break :). actually, they are quite funny and friendly people. i should be enjoying my attachment in such environment. but somehow, i missed school that i went to MEL knowing there would be nothing for me there.
work was given to me. totally different from my partner's. so, i'm on my own for this task. was quite lost from the start. then, i somehow figure out how to do and get some guidance from my senior. i finished it before six. i hope i'm on the right track.
arh, it's been a week since i start my attachment. and a week more to game. a week more to the ending of everything :) i'm glad. more than just happy. ecstatic.
after work, met him a little while. i celebrated my birthday with his family, with two cakes ad nineteen candles. yes, all nineteen of them. and it made me realise, i've blew more than nineteen candles today, had more than one cake (six cakes altogether). but thanks for all of the cakes.
i don't know what to feel. for now.
no one.